Veil Between (Epilogue)

My dear reader, it is with a heavy heart that I bring, for your viewing pleasure, the end of Veil Between. No longer will I have unedited parts of my short story kept in reserve when I have no idea what to offer to this small corner of the internet. Instead, you’ll have to suffer through the odd gaming post and the occasional attempt at philosophical whimsy.

Or is it?

The good news, dear reader, is that I have finished another eldritch horror short story! Set in the Australian outback, it follows a private investigator as she tries to track down two missing backpackers. Along the way, she uncovers the secrets of the fictional town of Woollanoogatta. But that’s not all! Sharing the spotlight are snippets of a girl called Shiraz and her interactions with a mysterious box she finds in a local pawn shop.

Best of all, though, is the fact I’ve started work on yet another short story. It is tentatively titled Hive. The story revolves around a history professor and a break-in where an artefact of unknown origin is stolen. While I have an idea of how the story ends, the middle bits still need a bit of teasing out before I have a full picture.

Presumably, though, it’s set in the UK.

In terms of my personal life, 2026 has not been a very good year. At time of writing this post (May), both of my paternal grandparents have passed. First, my grandmother and then shortly thereafter, my grandfather. As yet, I am uncertain if I’ll be expected to return to China for a reading of the will. Admittedly, it’s something I’ve been dreading as I simply don’t have enough annual leave (what with a five week trip to the United Kingdom and Singapore also underway).

But these are concerns outside the realm of my control. I will simply have to cross that bridge once I get there.

Meanwhile, the next gaming blog post should be about Dragon’s Age Veilguard. Finally I can get into all the 2025 video games that have been languishing in my backlog! The one I’ll be tackling first? South of Midnight and then Clair Obscur: Expedition 33.

And yes, Expedition 33 is skipping ahead of Assassin’s Creed: Shadows and Like a Dragon: Pirate Yakuza in Hawaii. Why, you may ask? Because I want to play it before I turn 34 and get gommaged out of existence.

With that all out of the way, please enjoy the final part of Veil Between!


The ballroom looked almost unchanged when I opened my eyes. Or so I thought. But as I looked closer, I could see the shattered windows and the broken tables. Strangely enough, the chandelier remained untouched. How it had escaped the carnage, I could not say.

Of the eldritch monster, there was no sign. I could not tell if it had been killed or if it had been banished back to where it had come from. Nor could I see the others.

All I knew was that I had returned. And Mike was not with me.

Panic spiked through my veins. I called out to him but received no response. I whirled on my heels and headed towards the grand doors, pushing them open.

A groan close by drew my attention. Stepping over the debris and into the adjacent room, I found Copernicus. He was lying on his back, wounded. A nasty slash to the ribs. I knelt down next to him, unsure if I ought to add pressure to it or if it would only make it worse. “What happened?” I asked.

“Ah, Mr Brookstone. I wondered when you would return to us.”

“This isn’t the time for jokes, Copernicus. You’re hurt.”

“Astute as always,” came the pithy rejoinder before he hissed with pain. Copernicus motioned to his side. “This comes courtesy of Madam Xanthe. I knew her for a snake but I hadn’t quite anticipated just how ferocious she would be cornered. Nor had I expected an ally.”

“Who?”

Copernicus shook his head, his breathing tight. “I’ve already made a call to the authorities. You need to stop her before they get here. Lest she unleash something truly horrifying into our world.”

“Where?”

With some effort, he raised a hand and pointed towards the drawing room. The place where we had sat conducting the very first séance. And where all our misfortunes had begun.

Reluctantly, I rose to my feet. It was difficult, leaving Copernicus behind, but there was only so much aid I could render him beyond tearing off a sleeve, placing it atop his injuries and telling him to hold it in place to stem the bleeding. He had listened as graciously as he could before shooing me off.

My steps were heavy as I approached. I had no weapons. No tricks.

The sight that greeted me could have been lifted from a badly written movie. Hovering protectively over Adeline was Patrice. In both hands, she gripped knitting needles. Maria stood opposite her, one arm hanging limply at her side, her rapier wielded in her non-dominant hand. Not too far from them lay Rachel, her unseeing eyes gazing up towards the ceiling of the garishly decorated room, which was now little more than a ruin.

Deep gashes scored the carpet, biting into the wood panelling beneath. The centre table had been knocked aside and the drapes lay quiet on the ground. Faint Latin words adorned the doorway. Brackish black, they looked to have been burned into the frame.

Maria’s eyes darted to me and widened in surprise. It was enough.

Taking advantage of the opportunity afforded her, Patrice lunged forward, leading with her right hand. Maria stumbled backwards, barely parrying the strike and too slow to stop the second. The needle sunk in deep as Maria let out a surprised gasp.

She looked from Patrice to me before her eyes flickered to something behind me. Fear flashed over her face. She opened her mouth, whether to scream, to warn or to curse, I could not say. Before anyone could react, an invisible force lifted her up from the floor and snapped her neck.

Maria’s dead body crumbled to the ground. Like her strings had been cut.

Just as I was trying to understand what was happening, something tackled me from behind. I whirled round at the last moment, back thumping against the ground, as familiar fingers curled around my neck.

I gasped for air, tapping at his hands and arm to plead with him to let go, but Mike only tightened his grip. Intent, it seemed, on crushing my windpipe.

My thoughts whirled. A part of me was glad he was back. Another was terrified this would be the end. But a third was only concerned with what Mike had borne witness to, trapped in another world. What had caused him to hate me so that he saw as naught but an enemy?

These thoughts and more flitted through my head as each attempt to free myself grew more desperate. But the pressure only increased.

As my vision began to darken at the edges, Mike suddenly slumped forward with a groan. He had been knocked unconscious from a blow to the head.

I took a moment to recentre myself, dragging in lungful after lungful of air. Once some semblance of strength had returned to my limbs, I pushed Mike gently to the side.  

“You all right there, Jordie dear?” asked Patrice as she lowered the broken vase and dusted off her hands.

“Shaken,” I managed to say, massaging my throat. “Mike. Is he…?”

Patrice nudged him with the toe of her foot. “Still alive. Probably has a wicked concussion, though.” She nodded towards Mike’s unconscious body as if she had settled a debate of some kind. “Goes to show why omegas should never try to usurp the alpha.”

“You do, realise, Patrice, that AO3 is a site for fictional stories. Right? Targeted for people who enjoy particular shows or book series? And that some of the things written on there are just not talked about in polite society?” At her nonchalant shrug, I let out a deep sigh, resisting the urge to pinch the bridge of my nose “For the love of God…we’ve talked about this, Patrice. Countless times. Were you not listening?”

“Might have,” she sheepishly admitted. “It was all so dreary. You really need to dress up the way you teach, Jordie. Make it fun. Less boardroom presentation and more of a party slideshow. If you know what I mean.” She offered me a hand to help me to my feet and I accepted it graciously, allowing her to pull me up.

As the adrenaline from the last few moments faded, I glanced behind over towards Adeline. The Faversham heir was still breathing, albeit shallowly. Blood soaked her shirt and she looked to have an innumerable number of cuts on her arms and face. All of it told a frightening tale that I didn’t want to acknowledge. Was Adeline also a traitor. If so, why had Patrice tried to defend her?

The question must have shown on my face for as soon as Patrice joined me, she shook her head. “Adeline, sweet girl, is an innocent. It was Rachel. She and Maria, they’re part of the same fanatical sect of worshippers. As was Magdalene.”

I glanced over at Rachel. Never in my wildest dreams would I have assumed the strait-laced personal assistant capable of betrayal. And yet, here was the proof before my very eyes. “But why? What did they gain from all this senseless death?”

“Money. And, in my opinion, a powerful artefact.”

“The pendant?” I asked, turning to face Patrice.

The Scotswoman nodded. “It’s the only explanation. Though what they need it for, I don’t quite know. Copernicus had his theories, of course, though he hadn’t seen the point of sharing them. He’d been looking into their cult for years. Lucky thing, that. Spotted the mark of the stars the two of them bore within seconds.”

“Why didn’t he tell me any of this?”

“Wasn’t your fight, was it?” said Patrice. “You had other concerns.” She nodded towards Mike, who was now stirring on the ground.

When Mike opened his eyes, he looked lost and confused. The rage from earlier had been snuffed out. Replaced, instead, with fear at my approach.

Days after, I would remember the way he flinched as I reached out to touch him. The sight of it had broke my heart.

I knew then something in Mike had radically changed. He was no longer the man I knew.

But to have tossed him to the side like yesterday’s trash was anathema to me.

Mike was hurt. Traumatised. It was only right for me to be there for him at every step of his recovery. To serve as his protector as he readjusted. No matter what the cost, or the burden placed upon me.

After all, the world was a terrifying place. Filled with unempathetic monsters who didn’t care for the lives of others. And God knew it was made worse by the enemies lurking behind a flimsy magical barrier that were intent on taking over the Earth for their own nefarious reasons.

Yet, even with the odds stacked against us, I knew Mike and I would get through this like we always did.

This time, we even had a few staunch friends on our side.

Veil Between (Part 6)

As a story comes to an end, I often feel a little bereft. I like to think it’s because I’ve been in the heads of a dozen or so different characters, mapping out their lives, but the truth is I’m worried out of my mind wondering how to bring every thread I’ve introduced to an end. After all, I’m not someone who sits down to outline and plan how the story will go. Rather, I’m a ‘make-shit-up-as-I-go’ kind of writer.

While sometimes I may have an idea of where I want to go with an ending, it’s usually the starting scene I have the most clarity of. And the middle is usually muddled through to the best of my abilities.

Maybe I shouldn’t be so willing to reveal all my secrets but after blogging for so long, it would seem disingenuous of me to say I’m an excellent writer and these things just naturally flow from my brain.

The truth, as we all know, is far different. Every weekend, I’ll sit in front of my computer and a blank Word document, thinking of what to craft next. Sometimes, by rereading the last few sentences, I can see where the story will go next. Other times, I rack my brain during my daily walks (to keep a semblance of health) to see where I might go. Then, of course, there’s the occasional spark of inspiration during a shower, or when I’m lying in bed hoping for sleep to take me.

Whether or not I’ll actually fulfil my dreams of becoming a published author is still very much up in the air. Though I like to think I’m writing for myself, there’s a part of me who desperately wishes my work might be recognised and acknowledged by thousands.

In any case, life plods on.

People live, people die. Meanwhile, I just keep doing what I can to keep the horrors of our current age from crushing me into oblivion.

Shouldn’t be too hard. Right?


Darkest night descended over the city. Thick heavy clouds had rolled over the sky, covering the stars. In the distance, thunder rumbled.

Inside the four walls of the colonial house, we sat in a small tight ring, clasping the hands of those next to us. Not for the first time, I wondered if I could wipe the sweat from my palms. It was hard to deny I was a bundle of nerves. What we were choosing to embark on was dangerous.

Lives were on the line.

As if to echo the direction of my thoughts, there was a loud crack above us. It was followed by a bone-tingling howl from within the house itself.

Seated at the head of our group was Maria. Before her was the pendant that had once belonged to Adeline’s father. It glinted in the candlelight, looking just as innocuous as it had the first time. Next to it was a small bowl, empty save for a few sprigs of rosemary and sage. An obsidian dagger sat atop it, glistening still from being blessed thrice.

“Repeat after me,” commanded Maria. “Word for word.”

Her gaze swept over us. Then, satisfied with what she saw, Maria closed her eyes and began to intone the Latin words in a guttural voice unlike anything I’d ever heard before.

After a moment’s hesitation, each of us joined our voices with hers. As we did, the rhythm quickened, becoming a chant.

Before too long, the words themselves seemed alive and we but the vessels for them. The Latin seemed to slip from my tongue as if I’d known the language my whole life.

As the chant began to reach a crescendo, the Faversham pendant begam to glow with its own inner light, pulsing with a sickly green.

From the depths of the house came a roar. Low. Bestial. Filled with rage. Outside, visible through the large French doors, lightning flashed and thunder crashed. The entire house seemed to shudder with the sheer force of it all.

Then, before anyone could react, something smashed headlong into the wall behind me. Glass shattered and plaster dropped from above. The very foundation seemed to quake from the force of the blow.

In my shock, I almost let go of Adeline’s hand, wishing to turn around to inspect the damage. But the warning Copernicus and Maria had provided us beforehand had me tighten my grip instead. To break from each other before the ritual was complete would leave us all vulnerable.

I cast a worried look over at Maria. Her face was stricken white, eyes wide with horror. But she continued to chant, the last few syllables falling from her lips. Beside her sat Copernicus. His brow was furrowed in deep concentration though a bead of sweat had made its way down the side of his face.

As the ritual reached its end, the pendant began to float up into the air. It began to pulse with a sickly green energy. Each one larger than the next before it enveloped us all.

Lost in its glow, I did not hear the crack from behind me. It was only when Copernicus scrambled to his feet and grabbed the obsidian dagger from where it rested that I realised something was wrong.

“The silver dust!” he shouted towards Patrice.

Letting go of my hand, she reached for the small pouch strapped to her waist. From inside it, she pulled out a fistful of silver. She whirled round and cast it in the air in front of her.

A shape began to take form, shimmering like it was from the spectral world.

There were no words to describe what I saw from over my shoulder except that it was something hideous and beyond all human comprehension. It reared on too many legs before lashing out with a grotesque prehensile limb of some kind. The claw at the end of it, snapping shut on air. A huge mouth, filled with rows of sharp teeth, cut across what looked to be its torso.

“What is that thing?” I asked. “It’s not—whatever it is, it doesn’t belong here.”

“Astute as always, Mr Brookstone. Unfortunately, this is no time for idle chatter. Remember the plan. Iron. And lots of it.”

Right. Of course.

I dashed towards the wall where the round tables had been stored. Adeline and Rachel and prepared a mishmash of iron weapons. From fireplace pokers to horseshoes. They had even managed to secure a number of swords, spears and axes. Obtained, presumably from museums or collectors for a hefty amount of money.

There was something to be said about having wealth at one’s disposal.

Quickly scanning over my choices, I picked out a crowbar. It felt weighty in my hand and fit snuggly in my grasp. But, more important than anything else, it was easy to use.

There was no need for tricks and flourishes. One good whack and it could fell most things.

Just as I turned around, ready to join the fray, something hot and sharp pierced through my left shoulder. Maria stood before me; her lips curled into a rictus grin. With a grunt, she pulled out the slender blade of an elegant rapier. The hilt was inscribed with a litany of symbols. None of which I recognised though they looked similar to Akkadian.

In a voice both terrifying and beguiling, she began to chant in a language I could only describe as primordial.

The world around me began to shift; the air seemingly to shimmer with heat. In the haze, I thought I saw a flicker of something beyond the extent of human understanding. And in that liminal space, I caught a glimpse of Mike. He was lost, confused, in pain.

My heart ached. I reached for him, fingers brushing against what felt like a glass barrier. As I tried to push past it, I found myself once again in the ballroom with a battle underway. The fluttering of the space between, gone.

Maria scowled at me, the tip of her blade dripping with my blood. Whatever she had done, it had failed. Now she was intent on finishing the job.

If I was going to live, I needed to act first.

Just as I raised my crowbar in an overhead swing, the ballroom began to melt; turning into a whirlwind of colour. Metal bit hard into soft ground as I found myself in what appeared to be a forest, the trees arching overhead to look like a tunnel. Where it led, I could not say.

Of Maria, there was no sign. Hell, the entire ballroom was gone. And so were my allies.

I was alone.

Fear spiked through me, throbbing in time with the wound to my shoulder. The pain more intense than it had been before. I’d ignored it earlier, fuelled by adrenaline, but finding myself now in a new environment, it had vanished.

The rustle of leaves behind me saw me whirling round. From the corner of my eyes, I thought I caught the shadow of something familiar.

“Michael?” I called out. “Mike. It’s me, Jordan. I’ve come to rescue you!”

Silence met my words. Seconds turned into minutes. Still I waited, though disappointment laced my tongue with bitterness.

It was always the same when it came to Mike. For the briefest moment, hope had filled me; had given me something to cling to. But as with many things, it was ripped from my grasp. Once more, I had been left wanting. Left alone to stew in my feelings of inadequacy.

And then, as despair washed over me, I heard a faint voice on the wind.

“…here.”

I whirled towards it immediately, calling out before I could think better of it. “Mike! Where are you?”

The response, when it came, was distant; weak. I couldn’t tell if it was because he was losing strength or if he was also on the move.

Heart thumping wildly in my chest, I started down the forest path and felt the darkness envelop me. All thoughts of Patrice, Copernicus, Adeline and Rachel were pushed to the back of my mind. There was naught I could do to help them, trapped as I was.

Branches snagged on my shirt. Roots tripped me. All around me was a deathly quiet. This forest I found myself in, as I headed ever deeper, was as silent as a grave.

That should have been my first warning.

But I was desperate. My fate and Mike’s felt deeply intertwined. And if I could not rescue him, I knew the failure of it would sit on my chest like a crushing weight.

The path felt endless. After what felt like hours, I had gotten no closer to its end. Nor had there been any sign of Mike. By then, my lips were chapped and my voice was hoarse.

Still, I pushed on.

And then, as I stepped into what looked like a forest clearing, I was blinded by a sudden flash of light.

“Jordan.”

Blinking away the afterimages, I squinted at the figure standing before me. Where they had come from, I could not say. My hand tightened around the crowbar. If this was a new threat, I was not afraid to take them out. Not if it meant saving Mike from something worse than death itself.

It was the shoes that clued me in. I would have recognised them anywhere. Though they looked much more scuffed than they had before.

My gaze trailed up. Taking in the ripped jeans and the tailored shirt hanging from a gaunter frame. Then I reached his face. Mike’s cheeks had hollowed. His hair was a mess. And there was something awfully frightful in the way he looked at me. As if he couldn’t tell if I was real or a nightmare.

“Mike,” I said, taking a step forward.

He recoiled. “Stay away,” he warned. “I know what you are.”

“It’s me, Mike. I’ve come to rescue you.”

The laugh that emitted from Mike was harsh and bitter. Unlike anything I’d ever heard before. It tore at something deep within my chest. Even during the worst of our fights, he’d never been like this. What exactly had he endured in this hellish realm? His eyes fixed upon me again. The hate in his glare knocked the breath from my lungs.

“Do you think I’m fool enough to believe such an obvious trick? Leave me alone. I won’t go back. No matter what you send after me.”

I swallowed past the lump in my throat. “Mike, I don’t know what you’ve gone through, but I’m here now. I’ll keep you safe.”

He smacked my hand away, the one I’d reached out to him, hissing like a feral cat. “Stop lying to me. You and your illusions. Always trying to mess with my head!” Mike pressed his hands over his ears, crouching down low. “I don’t want it. I don’t want it. I don’t want it.”

The crowbar dropped on the ground next to me as I cupped his face with both hands. “Hey, hey, hey,” I said, tracing his chin and wiping away tears. “This is real, Mike. I’m here. And I’ll never leave you alone. Never again.”

Mike looked up at me then and something flashed across his face.

Before I could react, an invisible force smashed into my chest and sent me flying. I landed face-down on the ground with a heavy thud, wheezing from the blow. It took me several moments to catch my breath and force myself to my knees. Whatever had struck me down had not gone in for the kill.

That should have been my second warning.

Looking up, I scanned the clearing for any sign of Mike. Was he hurt? Or had he managed to get away?

Standing now, back straight, was Mike. One hand was outstretched, shaped into a claw. Trembling, the claw became a fist. One he raised upwards. The forest seemed to tilt as the ground next to me erupted. His eyes darted to the side, focused on something I could neither see nor hear.

It was then, as I tried to steady myself, that I felt a tugging in my navel. A pull leading me back home.

What time I had left was limited. If I was going to bring Mike back to our world, I needed to act fast.

Rising to my feet was easier than I expected. As I stumbled towards Mike, I felt his eyes settle on me. Cold. Piercing. Aloof.

I pushed the sight of them away. They did not belong to the Mike I knew. The Mike I loved.

Rather, they were the products of what he had borne witness to in this Hell dimension. A scar that might never heal. But it didn’t matter. Not to me, anyway. I would be there for him. Through thick or thin.

He flinched as I wrapped my arms around him in an embrace. Tried to push me away. I only held on tighter.

“I know you’re scared, Mike, but I’m really here. And together, we’re going home.” I squeezed. “I love you.”

Mike struggled in my grip, trying to break free. I wasn’t going to let him. I’d lost him once. I wouldn’t again.

Screwing my eyes tight, I willed the world to right itself. We were going back home. To a cramped two-bedroom apartment in New England. And while our life there had not been perfect, it had been ours.

The heat started low. Down near my navel before it travelled up into my chest. Mike continued to fight me. His nails raked down my arms, leaving deep scratches. I ignored it. What was a little pain in exchange for a life with no regrets?

Heat suffused my very being. Then, when it felt all too much, the heat exploded outwards.

Veil Between (Part 5)

Although times feel dire, the world, as we know it, keeps spinning. Meanwhile, at time of writing up this post, I am nearing the end of my latest horror short story even as I work on editing my main work: Sarenhart – a Snow White retelling.

But I know the hard part is what comes next. Whether or not I find an agent and/ or a publisher so I can have it in actual print. The idea of actually showing one of my pet projects to strangers and having it judged for how worthy it is to be an actual book, though, is completely terrifying. And yet, if I want to BE an author, it’s a step I’ll need to take. Unless I self-publish and then do my own marketing and whatever else that goes into actual becoming a household name.

Meanwhile, the new game I’ve been plugging hours away has been Metaphor: ReFantazio. While I would like to have a post on it as soon as possible, it IS a Japanese role-playing game. And given my track record with such games, it’s going to take a good long while before I can finish. Still, I doubt it’s going to take me 150 hours. From what I can see, it might be in the ballpark of 80 to 90 hours. Still a lengthy chunk of time but not quite as long as other titles.

But back to my latest horror short story! I’m not sure if I want to publish it for free on the internet. I’ve really liked how it’s panning out and a part of me wants to see if I could submit it for possible competitions or have it serve as the main piece to an anthology series.

That said, the same issues apply. How best to be ‘discovered’ by a traditional publishing house? As I ponder these existential questions, please enjoy the next part of Veil Between!


Looking up at the British Colonial house, I couldn’t quite fathom how my life had changed over the course of two months. Though I had tenure at the university in which I taught, my extended absence had been remarked upon by many of my colleagues. The excuses I’d provided, looked on with suspicion.

If only they knew the truth.

But, of course, none had pressed too hard. Or dug too deep.

Mike might have described me as the rising star of the anthropology department but I had few allies amongst the faculty. Many of the stuffy professors, who had been there since the turn of the millennium, had looked on with jealousy at my published papers. The years had calcified them. Turning them rigid and traditional. And none of them had picked up a pen to write anything of note beyond a grade on each students’ paper.

I suppose it was easier that way.

There was no one to question, really, my state of mind. Beyond my mother and a couple of my closest friends back home. Yet even they could not understand the grief that fuelled my determination though they still made sure to check in every few days or so.

None of them knew, of course, about the worlds beyond our own. Or of the supernatural beings trying to infiltrate our world. My mother, especially, would have remained unfazed if an eldritch god clawed its way out of her TV. She might have, of course, given them a stern scolding before demanding they fix what they’d broken.

“You ready, Jordie dear?” asked Patrice as she hooked my arm with her own and leaned in close, pulling me free from my reverie. With her free hand, she patted my shoulder. “It’s not too late, you know, if you’re getting cold feet.”

I swallowed against the lump in my throat. “We’ve come this far. And I’ve already asked so much of everyone.”

“None of us would judge you.”

“But I would,” I said. And in my bones, I knew I spoke truth.

Summer was fast approaching but I felt like I was still trapped still in the last month of winter. Everything inside me was cold. Frozen over. Like time had stood still when Mike had been ruthlessly torn away from me.

And though I’d made my peace with the fact Mike might no longer be alive, I needed to know for certain.

To see it with my own eyes.

A door to the side swung open. Framed against the light stood Adeline. Instead of the grey pantsuit she had worn when we had first met, she was dressed more casually than I’d ever seen her.

She wore a light blue denim shirt, sleeves rolled up to her elbows. They matched nicely with white skinny jeans. Separated only by a gaudy belt with a butterfly buckle. “Rachel and I have completed the preliminary preparations,” she said as soon as we joined her. “Admittedly, the piglet was hard to find. Especially one that fit Copernicus’s exact requirements. A three-month-old babe with a dark spot on their left ear and a tail as straight as an arrow?” Adeline shook her head. “If it hadn’t been for Rachel, I don’t know what I would have done.”

“I’m sure you would have figured something out. A clever girl like you.”

We followed the narrow passageway until we reached the door leading into the kitchen. Inside sat sacks of rosemary and sage along with crates filled with pure iron. Over in the corner sat a five-by-five box. Stamped on one side were the words: Fragile. This way up.

Adeline, as she had promised, had pulled a few strings and brought in a shipment of obsidian daggers. How she had done it, I couldn’t say. And I was a little terrified of what her answer might have been.

There were some things, I was coming to learn, that were better left a mystery.

But the obsidian was something Copernicus had insisted upon. Supposedly, it was able to absorb negativity, which made it a crucial component in the ritual we would be undertaking at midnight.

“You’ve a talented assistant in that Rachel of yours,” said Patrice, letting out a low whistle. It was her first attempt at praise I’d seen. At least when it came to Adeline’s no-nonsense PA.

Adeline smiled. “She’s been a complete and utter lifesaver,” she said. “Doesn’t ask questions and gets everything I request done.”

“The two of you seem awfully close.” Apprehension filled my gut. I could see where this was going and I did not like it one bit. There were far better ways to ask such personal questions. But I knew Patrice wasn’t one to listen. She just barrelled through life without rhyme or reason.

“Oh, we are. She’s my best friend.”

Nodding sagely, Patrice, keeping her tone mild, said, “Don’t you feel it might impinge on your professional relationship, though?”

A part of me wanted to smash my head against a wall. Another wanted to throttle Patrice in her sleep. In the end, all that managed to slip out was: “Though it’s none of my business, I don’t think this kind of talk is very appropriate. Don’t you think so—”

“Oh, well, there’s no real worry there,” said Adeline, cutting me off. “Rachel’s married and I—Well, I’m seeing someone.”

“A shame,” said Patrice.

Before she could say anything further, Rachel walked in, her high-heel boots clacking against the tiles of the kitchen. Her dark brown hair was pulled back into a bun, not a strand out of place. The clothes she wore were the epitome of corporate efficiency. There was a severe look to her face as she glanced up from the clipboard in her hands.

“Good. You’re here.” She turned to Adeline. “According to the notes provided by Mr Holland, we will need to complete the purifying ritual an hour prior. I have ensured everything is ready but I wanted to check in with you that there’s nothing amiss. The threat of disembowelment from an invisible monster notwithstanding.”

“Oh, don’t you mind that. Copernicus has the situation well in hand.”

Rachel arched a curated eyebrow. “You mean the Words of Power he used to keep the monster contained.” It was a statement, not a question. “Admittedly, I was surprised to see none had come to harm over the last few months. I’d initially assumed it was due to our competent containment and management of the property. But perhaps there was more to it than meets the eye.”

Patrice sniffed. “The fact you doubt his ability only goes to show how little you truly understand the nature of the world we live in. Give it time. We’re all living in a horror story. One none can ever escape from,” she said. “Death ain’t a new adventure. It’s the end.”

Silence hung heavy in the air around us. Both Adeline and Patrice exchanged a pointed look while I tried my best to look anywhere but at the Scotswoman.

What was there to say?

Though her words rang with truth, even I was reluctant to acknowledge them. Nobody wanted to reckon with their mortality when it was so bluntly put before them. Especially when they were young and the future seemed limitless. It was easier to push it to the back of one’s mind and think only of the next TV show to watch; the next greasy burger liable to give us heart attack.

We were saved from a response by the appearance of Copernicus.

Unlike his rather bedraggled appearance when Patrice and I had found him in some derelict part of Detroit, he had returned to his suave attire from our first meeting. His pepper had been slicked back and he was wearing a dark navy suit. One he’d rented from a local store just up the street. It fit him like a glove, giving him an air of power and authority.

He smiled at us in a manner I could only describe as benign paternalism. Despite the time I’d spent with him over the last two months, it still irked me to see it.

There was always something theatrical with Copernicus. One last trick he would pull out of his sleeve at the last moment. Or a secret he would keep because he felt there was no need to divulge it until just the right moment.

I despised this little tic of his. But every time I raised it with Patrice, she’d dismissed it as jealousy.

With remarkable skill, he herded us out of the kitchen and into the familiar foyer I still saw in my dreams. There was the grand staircase leading up to the second floor, the wooden banister polished to a smooth shine. To the sides sat the low coffee table where I’d first met Copernicus working his magic through the medium of tarot. And next to it was the couch where Patrice and I had become acquainted.

It all felt a little nostalgic. In spite of how future events would pan out.

But where once Copernicus’s tarot cards had cluttered up the coffee table, there now rested a silver tray with six wineglasses filled to the brim with a red liquid. Next to them was a plate of freshly baked cookies. They looked to be either chocolate chip or raisins.

If death did not lurk right next to us, it would have been easy to believe our gathering here was something else altogether. A baby shower, maybe, or a reunion between an eclectic group of friends. Anything but the truth of the matter.

I nodded to the wineglasses. “Who’s the extra one for?” I asked.

The corner of Copernicus’s lips curled upwards. “How very astute of you, Mr Brookstone,” he said. “The last is for our remaining guest. Madam Xanthe.” As he said her name, there was a knock at the door. He stepped over to greet the fortune teller, dressed once more in her outrageous outfit. “Welcome. I’m so glad you agreed to attend.”

Maria scanned the foyer, her gaze alighting briefly on me and Patrice. “And leave you all in the lurch? Never. As you very well know, this is my bread and butter.”

“I’m afraid, Madam Xanthe, the ritual we will be performing today will be unlike anything you’ve done before. It will take all the grit we have to pull it off. And with your aid – your ability to touch the unknown – success will be within our grasp.”

“Flattery will get you everywhere,” Maria answered with a gentle smile. She motioned down the hallway. “Shall we?”

“Of course,” answered Copernicus. “Ah, but I should inform you we’ve still yet to chart the protection circles. I also wanted to discuss a few other matters. If you would indulge me?”

Maria touched Copernicus’s offered arm. “Certainly.”

The two of them vanished into a side room and shut the door behind them. Left with the others, I stepped over to the coffee table and picked up one of the cookies. After sniffing it for anything untoward, I gave it a test bite.

As I chewed on the first, then the second, Patrice took up a seat on the soft leather couch. From her bag, she pulled out her knitting project (now almost complete) and began to work. Adeline and Rachel also took to milling around near us, their conversation revolving on extraneous meetings and impossible deadlines.

Minutes passed before the door opened. Maria was the first to leave. Copernicus followed on her heels.

Where once there had been something jovial and friendly in the air between them, there now seemed to be brewing tension. When I glanced over towards Copernicus, now on my fourth cookie, I could see the gathering storm writ clear on his face before he smoothed it into a mask of genteel and unruffled indifference.

He looked round at us and clapped his hand together. All heads turned towards him. Patrice even set her knitting back into her bag.

“My friends,” said Copernicus, “thank you for all coming. I know we had all agreed to put the events of two months ago behind us. But when Mr Brookstone here, reached out to me, I could not help but pity his plight. Today, we look to rectify the wrong inflicted upon him. In so doing, we seek to banish this eldritch creature stalking the halls of this very house back to its hellish domain. In so doing, we hope to return a lost soul taken from our midst.”

There was a smattering of applause. Mostly from Patrice.

Copernicus, it had to be said, was a natural orator. If he had not chosen to pursue mediumship and ghosts for an occupation, I could have seen him as a charismatic cult leader. Or a motivational speaker. Maybe, if he had played his cards right, he could even have been a billionaire CEO.

“Admittedly, what I ask each of you present here today will not be an easy task. Nevertheless, I ask you to place your faith, and trust, in me. Now, if you would, I would like to propose a toast.”

One by one, we each took one of the prepared drinks. And, after he had exchanged a few more empty platitudes, we all drank deep of the red liquid.

There was something floral and heady about it. Unlike anything I tasted. And it was viscous. This was no wine. Worse, it seemed to burn as it made its way down my throat.

I looked over at the others, a grimace on my face, to see their reactions.

Patrice and Copernicus looked unruffled. Red was smeared across their lips but they paid it no mind as they took another hearty gulp. Adeline and Rachel, on the other hand, had somewhat queasy expressions on their faces. Their next taste was a tentative sip.

Only Maria looked out of sorts as she downed the contents of the wineglass as quickly as possible. She put it back on the tray and immediately picked up one of the two remaining cookies. She bit into it with gusto, colour returning to her cheeks.

Once we had all finished, Copernicus directed us to what might have once been a ballroom. White Ionic columns matched the white walls. Hanging from the middle of it all was a huge crystal chandelier. Intricate cornices, gilded with gold, further emphasised the inherent wealth of the Favershams. To heighten the size of it all, reflective mirrors sat at the far end.

As we entered, I stared at it all with something akin to awe. It was only after a few moments of shameless gawking that I noticed the tables and chairs pushed to the side. In their place was an intricate protection circle marked with chalk. At its centre was the piglet. Dead. Its blood drained into a bowl set next to it.

Bile raced up my throat. Hand pressed against my mouth, I looked away and fought the urge to heave up my lunch. Rachel and Maria looked like they were in a similar state once I’d managed to take several calming breaths.

Wiping the side of her mouth with the sleeve of her ironed blouse, Rachel nodded towards the piglet. “I see you’ve wasted no time.”

“In order to keep its potency,” replied Copernicus. “I’ve already begun to write down the necessary runes though I’ll need some help if we want to have it finished on time.” He turned to Patrice and Maria. “I’m hoping the two of you will be able to…” He trailed off, leaving the request open-ended.

Patrice jumped in with gusto. “Of course. It’ll be child’s play.” Playfully, she nudged the fortune teller’s elbow. “Right Maria? Or do you prefer Madam Xanthe when it comes to encounters with the unknown?”

The look on Maria’s face was something between a grimace and an attempt at good humour. “Yes, yes. I couldn’t be happier to provide any assistance I can.”

The words were saccharine. An empty platitude to appease.

And it made me uneasy.

There was something else going on. What it might be, I could not guess. But I knew Copernicus had a hand in it. Possibly Patrice too. Though she did have a habit of playing along with suggestions from handsome men. She said it was her one weakness now that she was widowed and no longer had her darling Greg to keep her in check.

And, given what I knew about Maria, I could see she was certainly out of her comfort zone. All this talk about rituals was, in her words, ‘above her pay grade.’

But she certainly knew how to keep up the façade.

Whatever game Copernicus was playing, she was, in my opinion, just as unwilling a player as I was.

Veil Between (Part 4)

“The more things change, the more they stay the same.” This quote seems more apt as ever with the world in turmoil. At time of posting, it has been just shy of two weeks when the United States of America and Israel launched an attack on Iran. While I hope this will be in the rearview mirror when this post goes live, the current situation feels dire. Even as I go about my daily life, there is a cognitive dissonance to the fact thousands of people are dying and in my perfect corner of the world, we’re all shaking out fists at the outrageous prices of petrol.

Yet while this feels like small potatoes for someone in the city, I’m sure months down the line, we’ll all feel the bite when there’s less produce because farmers did not have the necessary resources to sow crops or prepare their fields.

Though we might shrug at a pebble thrown into a pond, the ripple effects it can have from a global perspective can be devastating. But of course, these things are all outside the control of the average citizen going about their day. How can it be that the Strait of Hormuz be closed but I, a mere blogger, can still go attend an anime convention? It boggles the mind.

Anyways, enjoy another part of Veil Between!


Luck was with us when we caught up with Adeline Faversham at Gate 42 inside the Louis Armstrong airport. She had on a pair of flashy sunglasses and was dressed modestly in a grey pantsuit. The beige suitcase she was using for carry-on sat beside her as she waited for her flight to be called.

Her lips thinned as soon as she saw us.

As Patrice took the spare seat next to her, she whipped off her sunglasses to glare at the Scotswoman. “I’m afraid the seat is taken.”

“My apologies. I suppose whoever you were travelling with will have to sit elsewhere,” Patrice answered glibly. She made no attempt to stand.

“What are you doing here?” hissed Adeline.

Patrice smiled. “Same as you. Escaping New Orleans. What with that nasty business and all a week ago. And since this is my first time in America, I thought visiting Boston would be nice. Jordie, here, is keeping me company. Bereavement leave, you see.”

Adeline turned her sharp gaze on me. I offered her a jovial wave as I hefted my backpack to sit more comfortably on my shoulders. She looked back at Patrice.

“I thought our instructions were clear,” she hissed, voice barely audible over the hubbub of the airport. “No contact. No playing the hero. We all agreed to —”

“Funny thing about being unconscious,” I interrupted. “You can’t consent.”

Adeline eyed me warily. “So, you’re the reason behind this ambush.” She tugged on her suit jacket and flicked off a piece of non-existent lint. “Look, I’m sorry about your…friend. I didn’t know him but I am sorry for your loss.”

“He’s not gone. Not in the sense you mean.”

“I’m sure you think that but—”

“He isn’t,” I said, tone sharper than I intended. “And I understand why you might have reservations. All of this is outside your wheelhouse. You were just trying to maybe reach out to your deadbeat dead dad. Maybe seek some closure. I don’t know. Then it all went sideways. A woman was killed and a man has gone missing. When Copernicus did his thing, it was easy to write this up as a nightmare and push it to the back of your mind. Any responsibility you felt was washed away with but a small sum paid and sealed with blood. Am I wrong?”

A few moments passed between us, the tension so thick, one could cut it with a knife.

Finally, Adeline spoke. “What do you want?”

“Mike. He’s still out there. I mean to find him and bring him back home. In order to do it, I need your pendant. The one belonging to your father.”

Adeline tossed her head back and barked out a laugh. When I didn’t reply in kind, she wiped the corners of her eyes. “You can’t be serious. He’s—”

“Gone,” I said. “You don’t need to keep reminding me. But we’ve done the impossible before. Why not again? If we can just—”

“What? Unleash whatever horrors lie beyond upon our world? You’ve got to be out of your fucking mind.” Adeline fiddled with her sunglasses. “My family might be rich but even they’d say your proposition was insane. And they’ve tackled all manner of downright stupid ventures. Besides, you’re forgetting one important thing.”

“Oh?”

“Unless I’m mistaken, none of us know the first thing about magic.”

I glanced over at Patrice, hoping she might chime in with an answer. After all, she had been the one to tell me about the eldritch powers beyond our knowing. Instead, she had pulled out a novel from her bag and seemed engrossed by its pages. On its cover was a man with a flowing mane of dark hair. He was wearing tight leather pants and an unbuttoned white shirt. A dashing maiden was in his arms, looking up at him with a lovelorn look.

“Maybe so but you and I both know someone who might,” I said, pulling my eyes away from the indecent scene on display. There was no mistaking what Patrice was reading. Even if I desperately wanted to. “Copernicus. Find him, repeat the ritual with those who were in attendance and maybe it’ll open enough of the barrier for us to send whatever creature that came through back to its own world and Mike will be returned to us in exchange.”

Adeline narrowed her eyes. “And how do you know this will work? What if something else comes through and kills us? We barely escaped with our lives as is.”

I shrugged. “Maybe. But it’s a risk I’m willing to take. And unless you want your name dragged through the mud, you’ll agree. If I’m wrong, well, no harm. Copernicus will do his magic thing again and keep it trapped. Then we can all go home and forget any of this happened. If you’re especially lucky, maybe I’ll be the one who vanishes.” I flashed her a quick reassuring smile, hoping I sounded convincing enough.

Mike was always better at charming others than I was. He had a knack for making the impossible sound reasonable plausible.

After a beat, Adeline let out a huff. “Father always said I was too soft,” she muttered quietly under her breath.

“Think of it as playing philanthropy,” added Patrice. “All the money in the world and what has it brought you?”

“You’re not wrong there,” said Adeline. “Fine. But, Jordan, I’m giving you one chance.” She pulled out a business card. “Here. These are the contact details of my personal assistant. Get in touch with her when you have the chance. If we aren’t overprepared then we’re underprepared. And I have a feeling we’ll need to be ready for any and all situations.”

Relief flooded through me as I took the proffered card. “Thank you. I won’t let you down.”

“It’s not me you’ll be letting down,” said Adeline, putting back her sunglasses. “It’s Mike.” She rose from her seat and grabbed hold of her carry-on luggage. “He’s the reason you’re doing all this, right? Be strong. For him.”

As the call went out for all priority guests to begin boarding, Adeline waved goodbye to them and strode towards the gate. Just before she scanned her boarding pass, she glanced over her shoulder and lowered her sunglasses.

“Oh, before I forget, I did ask Rachel to do some digging into ‘Copernicus.’ I’ll let her know to send what she found over to you as soon as you contact her.” With that, Adeline turned on her heel, pressed her phone against the reader and sauntered onto the boarding bridge.

Two down. One to go.

~

“This can’t be right.”

“It’s the address Rachel gave us.”

“Let me see that.” Before I could refuse her, Patrice plucked the scrap of paper, scribbled with Copernicus’ address, from my hand. She squinted down at the street number and name then back up at the faded 53 atop the archway. With a loud sniff, she handed the address back to me. “How well do you think we can trust this Rachel?”

I shrugged. “Does it matter? When was the last time Copernicus replied to you on the forum?”

Patrice crossed her arms. In the two and a half weeks since we had become acquainted, I’d quickly learned the Scotswoman held very strong opinions about almost everything. More importantly, she did not like it when I pointed out the faults in her logic. In her mind, she was never wrong.   

I took one last look around. The windows on the first two floors had been smashed. Most had been boarded up though some had been left gaping open. Darkness swirled within. On the old brick façade, colourful graffiti had been sprayed. None of them tasteful. In one quick scan, I’d counted about thirty slurs and just as many depictions of penises.

Not quite how I’d pictured the abode of the gentleman I’d been introduced to as Copernicus. But I suppose there were multiple facets to each person.

The intercom system was simpler than I expected. It was a list of four names and their associated apartments. I pressed the button next to ‘Lyle Holland.’  

It rang out for a minute or so before a voice came through, tinny and distorted. “Fourth floor. Just leave the pizza at the door. Second on your right.”

Patrice was already pushing against the main entrance before he buzzed us in.

The two of us climbed the stairs to the fourth floor. By the time we reached it, I was out of breath. Patrice, on the other hand, was still raring to go. She knocked at Copernicus’ door. A rapid tat-tat.

“Leave the pizza on the floor.” The voice, though muffled, unmistakeably belonged to the gentleman I had met at the séance.

Patrice, however, ignored his request and seemed only to hammer on the thin wooden barrier harder. For a moment, I worried she might break it down. Then, without warning, it swung open. An irritated Copernicus stood in the threshold, a scowl on his face. His gaze darted from Patrice to me, uncomprehending.

“Where’s my pizza?” he finally asked.

“We don’t have—” Before I could finish, he slammed the door shut.

Immediately, Patrice was knocking on it again. A furious rhythm that even had me sympathising for the older gentleman.

“If you don’t have my pizza, go the fuck away!”

I tried my best to keep my tone civil. “Listen, we just want to talk to you.”

“Not interested,” he responded, sharply “I don’t do charities. Or government surveys. I refuse to support girl scouts on principle and I despise donating to the poor.”

“What about having a civil discussion about all things occult, Copernicus? Or do you prefer Lyle?” Patrice said, stepping in.

A pregnant pause followed her words. Just as I was about to suggest we regroup and come back at a later date with a plan of attack, the door opened again. Copernicus blinked at us. He was dressed in a ratty shirt and sweatpants. “Boudicca.”

Patrice inclined her head. “At your service.”

He turned to me, eyes looking up and down. Puzzlement was replaced with recognition. “Mr Brookstone. How delightful of you to visit.” He opened the door wider and stepped to the side. “Please. Come in, come in. Pardon the mess, I wasn’t expecting guests.” The last was a subtle jab. One I refused to acknowledge as Patrice and I stepped through the threshold.

Discarded pizza boxes were the first thing to catch my eye followed by the mountains of black garbage bags dotted in the narrow hallway. Further inside was a couch that had clearly seen better days. Next to it were stacks of newspapers. Glancing at them, most seemed decades old. All from different outlets.

On a coffee table covered with mugs sat a deck of tarot cards. Only one card sat on its lonesome: the grinning skull of Death.

“I suppose you’ve reached out to the others despite my instructions,” said Copernicus, making space for us to sit. “No, no. There’s no need to answer. I already know why you’re here. You’re in search of dear Michael Hillier, AKA Doyle. But of course, it’s hard to find someone who has simply vanished.”

Frustration bubbled inside me. Why were people so adamant about telling me I was on a fool’s errand? “He’s not de—”

“Dead? Well, of course not. But in the eyes of the world, he’s as good as.” Copernicus raised a finger, forestalling my next protest. “People who cross between worlds, Mr Brookstone, are rare. Those who survive whatever ordeal they face there are even rarer.”

“It doesn’t matter. I know Mike’s alive. And he’s waiting for me.”

Copernicus exchanged a knowing look with Patrice. “Observe Boudicca, the folly of youth,” he said in a tone I could only describe as paternalistic. He turned back to me. “And how, pray tell, are you planning to bring him back? Will you try to replicate the séance that went terribly wrong? Or will you, perhaps, try and find a ritual in some dusty book from Aleister Crowley’s, admittedly extensive, collection?”

“Who?”

The older man shook his head, a sympathetic smile on his lips. As if he wanted to bring me into his confidence. God, how I wanted to punch the smug white bastard in the jaw. “Mr Brookstone, am I right to assume you know nothing of portents and omens? That you’ve only listened to half an ear to Mr Hillier’s various monologues on the subject?”

“Well, when you put it like that—”

“Please, Mr Brookstone,” said Copernicus, interrupting me. “I’d rather you not waste our time by saying something truly embarrassing. Suffice it to say, spiritualism and the occult are not your forte.”

I grinded my teeth. “Yes. Correct,” I said, spitting the admission out like it was poison.

It was true. I’d not thought much on the practicalities of what we were hoping to achieve. My only goal had been bringing Mike back. No matter the cost. Or how feasible it would be.

If I was being honest with myself, I’d thought what I failed to grasp would be handled by someone else. Presumably Patrice given her passing familiarity.

There was something all together smug in how Copernicus looked at me as realisation dawned. I knew then, without a doubt, he would refuse us. After all, why would he support something he knew was destined to fail?

And without him, all my curated plans of playing the saviour evaporated. Like smoke on the wind.

The grief hit me harder than I expected. I staggered under its blow. Tottering on unsteady legs, I stumbled over to the couch and sank into it.

It took everything within my self-control not to immediately bury my head in my hands.

What had all this been for? Maybe if I’d convinced Mike going to the séance was a bad idea, he might still be here with me now. We’d be back home in our apartment. He’d be teasing me about voodoo sacrifices and ghosts.

Life would continue as it always did.

The sound of cards being shuffled drew me from my thoughts. I blinked up at Copernicus seated opposite me, a fresh cup of something hot resting on the table.

How long had I spiralled?

He noticed my attention. “Curious, Mr Brookstone? I’m only doing this as a favour to Boudicca.” He set the deck on the table. “Were it up to me, I’d have asked you to leave already. Boudicca, however, is a very stubborn woman. She lives up to the online moniker she adopted. A true warrior.” He smiled up at Patrice who had found a three-legged stool and was seated on it as comfortably as if it were a throne. “Now, if you would, I’d like you to cut the deck.”

I followed his instructions, still a little dazed. What was the whole point of this exercise? To rub my face in the futility of it all? But when I tried to grasp for anger, I was met with resignation.

Nothing mattered. Why not humour the man?

Copernicus, deaf to the growing roar in my ears, continued to speak as he set three cards before me facedown. Explaining, as he did so, the major and the minor arcana. All of it went over my head.

With Herculean effort, I roused myself as Copernicus began to flip over the cards one by one. When he reached the last one, he had a look of puzzlement to his features. It seemed the reading had gone differently than he expected.

“And now we reach the future.” He flipped the card over, revealing a person dressed almost like a jester. The fool, read the bottom. Copernicus looked at the card then back up at me. “Upright, this means taking a leap of faith. Of new beginnings.”

“Maybe the cards are telling you something,” chimed in Patrice. “You know, I always had a good feeling about Jordie here. And I’ve never been wrong. Not once.”

Copernicus hummed under his breath as he picked up the cards and reshuffled them into the deck. He asked me, again, to cut them before setting three cards face down once more. He flipped them over, revealing the same three from before.

“How intriguing,” he muttered quietly to himself.

Picking the cards back up, he shuffled and then drew a singular card from the deck. He stared at it for the longest time before leaning his head back and letting out a laugh.

“What is it?” asked Patrice, leaning over his shoulder to take a look.

Before he could show her the card, the intercom buzzed. Setting the tarot deck to the side, Copernicus rose to his feet to answer it.

“I’ve got a delivery for a Mr Holland?”

“Pizza?”

“Straight from the ovens of Papa Johns.”

“Fourth floor. Second door to the right. Just leave it there. Tip’s waiting.” He pushed the button below the receiver to buzz the deliveryman through. As he set the receiver back down, he turned to me and Patrice. “All right. I’m game. But, Patrice, you must understand there will be quite a few things we’ll need to get ready.”

“Of course,” said Patrice. “I’ve already my grandniece to look into where to procure silver dust.”

Copernicus nodded. “Excellent. But don’t forget we’ll also need pure iron if we wish to have any hope of defending ourselves. Can I trust you—”

“Consider it already done,” answered Patrice. “You do know this isn’t my first rodeo. Or so you Americans like to say.”

“Boudicca, please. I’ve seen things neither you nor Mr Brookstone could ever fathom. And it has changed something altogether fundamental within my make up.” A knock came on the door. “That should be the pizza. Let’s continue this later, yes? After we’ve filled our stomachs.” He made to open the door but paused, glancing over his shoulder. “Do the two of you mind, overly much, when it comes to anchovies?”  

Veil Between (Part 3)

Another week, another drip of short story. At time of writing up this post, I’ve just come back from a short family trip to Tasmania. This does mean, of course, I’ll be writing up blogs posts about it. That said, they, much like the ones I did for Melbourne last year, won’t be uploaded on a daily basis. Rather, they’ll be spread out – interspersed with the occasional story or video game post. As is my wont. Since, you know, this is my blog.

But have no fear, dear reader, for this humble blogger will be exciting everyone’s feeds with daily posts for roughly four weeks (possibly five) regarding a planned future trip!

Where I might be travelling to, I’ll leave to your imagination though I’m sure the mutuals I have, and the real life friends who read my blog, will know exactly where I’ll be jetting off to.

On a side note, I’ve become truly addicted to Disney Lorcana. Not say, in an unhealthy way, but more in a ‘want-to-complete-each-playset’ kind of way. And if I stumble upon an Enchanted or Iconic along the way, who could deny me?

As for my next video game post, I’m unsure if I should leap right into Metaphor: ReFantazio or keep up my Pokemon Legends: Z-A playthrough. Most likely, it’ll be the latter. After all, I’m already thirty hours in.

Anyways, I hope you the next part to my Veil Between story!


A week, it took, for me to heal from my injuries. Even then my ribs were still sore when I pressed on them. But there was no time to sit around. There was a fearsome creature from another dimension trapped in our world. All it would take for disaster to strike would be a group of curious teenagers. Their deaths the news headline for the week.

Then, of course, there was the Mike factor.

Despite our differences and the nonsensical fights in recent months, I still loved him. And there was a part of me who refused to believe he was gone.

I knew he was out there. Waiting.

Finding Madam Xanthe was a lot easier than I anticipated. A quick Google search revealed she had a fortune telling parlour next to a laundromat in a shopping strip on the other side of New Orleans. The reviews were less than favourable. My favourite one described the woman as a quack medium who couldn’t even grift properly.

When Patrice and I parked outside, the door was barred. The sign hanging inside read ‘Closed’ in big bold red letters. We knocked anyway. Or, at least, Patrice did.

After several minutes, the dowdy medium I remembered from the night of the séance, scowled out at us. She was wearing blue distressed jeans and pink t-shirt that had a graphic of three wolves staring up at the moon across the chest. An evil eye pendant sat around her neck. 

She pointed to the sign. When Patrice ignored her, Madam Xanthe unlocked the door. “Can’t the two of you read?” She pointed again to the sign. “Closed. Until further no—wait.” She peered closer at Patrice and then me, squinting her eyes. “No. No, no, no. What are you doing here? I thought it was agreed we’d forget about what happened. Consign it to the past.”

“Well, if it were up to me, I’d have gone back home but Jordie, here, was adamant.”

Madam Xanthe turned her attention towards me. “So, what? You want to be flung across a room again, do you? If you didn’t notice, I lost my only assistant. And now my business is ruined! Can’t a woman have some time to herself without answering to the whims of men who clearly don’t have a lick of sense?”

“I didn’t think you’d want some monster roaming the streets of New Orleans,” I retorted. “But clearly, I was wrong.”

“This wasn’t my doing.”

“Oh? But it was your séance. Your ritual. Do you really expect me to believe those words you had us chant was actually gobbledegook and not a means of summoning a demon from Hell?”

Madam Xanthe flinched at my words as if they were physical blows. She seemed to shrink before me. The anger fuelling her before, gone. Like someone had put it out with a bucket of ice cold water.

A placating hand found its way to my shoulder. “Jordie, peace. Even if she were an all-powerful medium, she would not have been able to pierce through the barrier surrounding our world and bring forth an eldritch being. Not, at least, without an artefact of some sort.”

I turned to Patrice. “What do you mean?”

“There was something else that day, wasn’t there?” Patrice asked Madam Xanthe.

The other woman looked askance, scratching her left elbow with her right hand. “Look, I’d like to help but I’m awfully tired.” She made to close the door.

I could see any hopes of rescuing Mike slipping from my fingers. With surprising alacrity, I stuck my foot between it and the frame, wincing at the pain.

“Madam Xanthe—”

“Maria, please,” she corrected. “Xanthe is just a pseudonym Magdalene picked for me. Said it sounded more exotic and befitting of someone in my trade. Then she tacked on the ‘Madam’ for added mystique.” Resignedly, Madam Xan—no, Maria, cracked the door a few inches wider. “You’re persistent, I’ll give you that. Suppose it won’t be too much of a bother if I give you fives minutes of my time. Any more and I’ll start charging. Deal?”

She led us further inside, past a bead curtain. The table before us was covered in a cheap felt cover. At its centre sat a deck of tarot cards.

Taking a seat at the far end, she motioned Patrice and me to the tacky couch. “Would the two of you like a coffee?”

“We don’t have time—”

“Thank you, that would be lovely. Espresso, please. No sugar.”

I turned to glare at Patrice as she perched on the couch but she paid me no mind as she smiled at Maria.

“What are you doing?” I hissed as Maria ducked into another room. “Mike’s still out there and you’re—”

“Enjoying some hospitality,” Patrice replied primly. “Jordie, dear, you really need to learn some patience. A few minutes here or there won’t spell the end.”

“The first 72 hours after a person goes missing are critical—”

“And have already passed,” said Patrice. “Listen, I understand where you’re coming from. He’s your other half. The two of you, combined, make for a decent basketballer player from the 90s, but you can’t let your fear dictate your actions. Nor will your snippy attitude help sway Maria to your side.”

Her words gave me pause.

Resisting the urge to knock aside the table, I took in a deep breath and sat down on the couch, burying my head in my hands. Patrice was right (not that I would ever admit it to her).

A week had passed already since Mike’s disappearance. For all I knew, he could be dead. Torn apart, instantly, by the eldritch realm he had fallen into.

On the other hand, he might still be alive. Surviving through sheer stubbornness.

Mike was Mike, after all. He’d always been adaptable. Flexible.

It was this hope I clung to.

But giving in to my baser impulses would only delay me further. I needed information and allies. Both of which Maria could provide if I only played it smart.

The clink of chinaware brought me out of my thoughts. Maria had returned with a large tray. She had prepared three chipped mugs, a glass carafe filled with murky brown sludge, a pot of milk and a bowl filled to the brim with sugar cubes. I felt a nudge in my ribs and looked over at Patrice. She nodded to Maria. With a groan, I rose to my feet and helped Maria set the tray down on the table before disseminating the mugs.

Once Patrice and Maria were both nursing a warm beverage between their hands, I decided to push forward with the reason for our visit.

Maria listened attentively enough. She nodded at all the right points and sought clarification when I’d inevitably spiralled. Yet even I could see my attempts at persuasion were not working.

“What you ask of me, Jordan, I cannot do. All this black magic mumbo jumbo? Above my pay grade,” said Maria as she set her empty mug back on the tray. Though I’d foreseen it, the rejection still stung. I opened my mouth, ready to argue, again, for her aid. She stopped me, raising an open palm. “But it does not mean I cannot help through other means. The two of you wanted information, yes? Magdalene was the brains behind my operation. She organised the client, the séance, and the props. How she pulled it together is something I’m still trying to wrap my head around.”

“What are you trying to tell us?” I asked. “Are you saying there was something underhanded going on?”

Maria nodded. “Exactly. Magdalene was always one to dream big. And if her mother and I weren’t fast friends, and she a dab hand at accounting, I would have fired her long ago. But the thing is, something happened about six weeks ago. Became more secretive. Told me she booked a gig for us and that I had to use specific items during the séance. Said it was part of a request.”

“And then what happened?” said Patrice, leaning forward, all rapt attention.

“Two days before the séance, she brought in this silver pendant. Said it belonged to the client’s father and would serve as a focus,” said Maria, voice soft. “I didn’t think much of it at the time. Personal belongings are helpful when trying to commune with those who have crossed over. Except, there was something a little strange. A little off. The aura it radiated was unlike anything I’d ever seen. It was like a sickly sludge of black and grey and brown with streaks of angry red. If I didn’t know any better, I would have said the thing was cursed.”

“And where is it now?” I pushed.

“I gave it back. To, oh, what’s her name again? Adelaide?”

“Adeline,” corrected Patrice as she stirred her coffee before finally taking a sip. Her face soured immediately and she replaced the mug back on the tray.

Maria inclined her head. “Yes, yes. I remember now. Adeline.” She turned back to me. “After everything that happened, it seemed only right. Her family might come from old money but she was still human. Still lost and grieving. Even if her father was a bit of a tyrant, what with his media empire. Near the end, of course, he pivoted to cryptocurrency and artificial intelligence. Things Adeline didn’t quite agree with but she’s not exactly a member of the board, is she?”

“You know quite a bit,” I said.

“Simple background research,” Maria answered flippantly. “In my line of work, it’s crucial. Can’t have the client thinking you’re some kind of hack. I find it easier to drip feed them aspects of their background. More impressive.”

“Would you happen to know where she might be now?”

Maria shrugged. “Hard to say. She did say her intention was to spend a week or two here in New Orleans but after the disastrous séance, she might have gone home already.” She looked askance, drumming her fingers against the table. “I believe Magdalene mentioned she had a small apartment in Boston. Works as a lawyer or something.”

“Do you have an address? Maybe a cell number?” I asked.

“Magdalene was the one who did all the admin,” Maria admitted with a grimace. “That said, I can have a quick look. See what I can dig up on the computer.

For the first time since I’d woken up, lost and confused on Patrice’s bed, relief spread through me. “Thank you. I don’t know how I can repay you for all this assistance.”

“Easy,” Maria said, flashing me the first smile I’d seen her wear. “Just Venmo me. I’ll print you out the invoice now.”

Veil Between (Part 2)

Though 2026 has just started, so much seems to have happened in a short span of time. At time of writing up this post, it’s unsure what will happen to Iran, or even the United States of America. Meanwhile, Ukraine and Russia are still duking it out with no victor yet in sight (though most people have their money on Russia eking out the win. And with the manpower they’re able to throw at the problem, it does seem likely they’ll be able to overwhelm what is left of the Ukraine forces).

As for my personal life, well, I’ve almost finished Star Wars Outlaws. While I would have preferred writing up a post for it instead, I am also very proud of my occult horror short stories. Especially because they’re all connected in some way (and they may end up becoming an anthology of sorts. If anyone knows an agent or publisher, please let me know!).

Meanwhile, the start of the year saw me finish off The Little Prince and Ready Player One. And, well, let’s just say I have many thoughts about the writing. Especially in how it tells more than it should and seems to coast along on 80s nostalgia. The world-building of the OASIS also felt a little underbaked and while I can applaud Ernest Cline for including commentary on the state of the world, I wish there had been more focus on these aspects instead of keeping it mostly relegated as background information that did little to serve the plot except to emphasise how poor protagonist Wade Owen Watt was during the first third of the book.

In any case, here is part two of my short story. Please enjoy!

Admittedly, it’s always a joy to write Patrice in any shape or form. Even in the perspective of another, she is truly a delight.


An unfamiliar sight greeted me as I opened my eyes. The ceiling I saw above me was not the same one from my hotel. Instead of a drab white ceiling with fixed lighting, the one before me looked like it had come from Versailles with its decorative mouldings and patterns. In its centre hung a huge chandelier.

The bed, too, was softer than I remembered. More spacious. Whereas usually, Mike would push me off to the side.

Mike!

I jolted from bed.

Or, at least, attempted to.

Excruciating pain racked my body, leaving me bedbound. The only thing I was able to do was let out a groan as my head hit the pillow beneath. Already, I could feel a headache forming. It throbbed in my temples, begging me to pull out a drill and commit self-mutilation like the physicians of old.

“Oh good, you’re awake.”

I turned my head towards the source of the voice. Patrice was seated in the armchair beside me. Knitting.

“What happened? Where am I?” I asked. Or, at least, tried to. It came out as more of a dry gurgle. My lips refusing to form words and my vocal cords straining with the effort of articulation.

Patrice set aside her knitting before turning to grab the mug closest to her. “Here. Should help some,” she said, handing me the mug. “Now, I expect you have a lot of questions. So, I’ll try to answer them as best I can. This,” she gestured to the room, “is my suite. We’re in a boutique hotel I booked on the corner of the French Quarter. And well, let’s just say a lot of things happened during the séance. You do remember the séance, don’t you Jordie dear?”

I inclined my head. Bits and pieces were starting to return to me. Mike had wrangled me once again into one of his foolhardy ideas. Despite my own feelings on the matter, I’d acquiesced. Of the séance and what occurred during it, my memory was still fuzzy. I remembered Madam Xanthe beginning to chant. And then…nothing.

“Right disaster it was,” said Patrice, pulling my attention back to the present. “Always knew Madam Xanthe was a quack but I never once thought she’d be one to open up the barrier protecting our world.”

“What do you mean?” I croaked out after wetting my lips with the tea she’d given me.

“How much do you remember?”

I shook my head. “About as far as singing Kumbaya. Except it was probably Latin.”

“Oh, I knew I liked you,” said Patrice, a small smile on her lips. “You speak your mind.”

“Mike always said it was my most toxic trait.” I took another sip of the tea, feeling the hot liquid soothe my throat. “Speaking of which, where is he? The two of us were seated together during the séance. His hand was in mine. And then—”

I broke off as a fragmented memory flitted through my mind. At the height of the ritual, there had been a brilliant white light. Mike’s hand, familiar with how clammy with sweat, had vanished. I was left grasping air.

Before I could even process what had happened, Adeline let out an ear-splitting scream. My head turned, searching for a threat. But all I saw was Magdalene, the rude girl who served as Madam Xanthe’s assistant, hovering in the air.

Her face was pale as death and she looked like she was struggling to escape the jaws of some monstrous creature.

Except, there was nothing there.

Or so it seemed.

I don’t know what possessed me to leap to my feet and try to help her. Someone let out a warning. I don’t know who. Nor did it matter.

Just as I managed to reach Magdalene, something slammed into me from the side. I was sent careening into the far wall. Before I’d even hit the ground, darkness consumed me.

The memory, or whatever it was, must have shown on my face. Patrice reached over and gently patted my arm. The look she gave me was not one of pity but empathic concern. “It’s okay. You’re safe now.”

“Am I? Something attacked us. Something I couldn’t even see with my own eyes. And it took Mike. It killed Magdalene.” I gripped the bed covers. “What happened after I was knocked out? Patrice. Please. I need to know.”

The story she recounted sounded like something from a horror movie. An invisible creature ripping Magdalene in two. Wounding me, Copernicus and Adeline. Had it not been for some quick thinking, we might have all been killed. As luck would have it, we’d all managed to escape. Incapacitated as I was, Patrice had thrown me over the shoulder in a fireman carry.

When she had finished, I had my head buried in my hands. God. Who would, in their right mind, believe such a tale?

Surely not the authorities.

They would have taken one look at the bedraggled Scotswoman and thought she’d been drinking one too many sherries during the night.

So, how had I ended up in a boutique hotel halfway across the French Quarter?

I was missing something important.

My thoughts whirled, sifting through what Patrice had told me before latching on to something she had conveniently left out. What had happened to the creature?

It was doubtful Patrice, Copernicus, Adeline or even Madam Xanthe would have had the abilities to take something of that calibre down by themselves. True, us Americans liked our guns but even they would have been outmatched by an enemy they could not see.

 “How did we get here?”

Patrice let out a frustrated huff. “I’ve told you that already, Jordie dear. You really ought to be paying better attention.”

“Yes. No. Look. I understood everything you told me,” I said. God. Were all women this infuriating? I took a deep breath to calm myself. “What I meant to ask is how did you stop the creature. Surely it would have given chase. Unless, of course, it’s tearing through New Orleans as we speak and we’re just sitting out on the fun?”

A knowing smirk formed on Patrice’s lips. “Noticed, did you? Smart and good looking. No wonder you’re the alpha.” She leaned in close like she was about to tell me a secret. “So, how does this knotting thing work between the two of you?”

I stared up at Patrice, mouth agape. It took me several minutes for my brain to compute what she had just asked. “What?”

“Oh, it’s just something my grandniece showed me. I was doing some research into the supernatural and she directed me to this website. Archive of our own? It’s been a great learning resource. Quite titillating too. Though I still don’t quite understand what a ‘Destiel’ is. And I’ve been trying to wrap my head around all these newfangled phone apps like YouTube and Tik—”

“No. Stop. Please.”

Patrice shrugged. “Your loss, I suppose.”

I squeezed my temples. “You’re trying to distract me,” I said after several moments of tense silence. “The creature. If you wouldn’t mind.”

My insistence seemed to sober Patrice. She leaned back in her armchair, picked up the second mug and gave its contents a whirl. “What I’m about to tell you, Jordie, will sound impossible. Yet this world of ours is filled with all manner of hidden truths. The least of which we bore witness to only two nights ago.”

“You’re stalling.”

Patrice rolled her eyes. “Fine. The creature you didn’t see? A member of the vanguard for eldritch forces beyond our ken. For centuries they’ve pounded on the barrier between worlds. Set up by our forebears in some forgotten time. And while such knowledge has been lost to history, a thousand human lifetimes is but a mere blink of the eye to them.”

“And how do you stop something like that?”

“Copernicus.” If looks could kill, Patrice would have been lying on the ground next to me. But she prattled on, paying my scepticism no heed. “Surprisingly, he’s a dab hand at Latin. And, he’s had his own brush with the unknown. Knew a few tricks. Like setting up a ward for the creature.”

“You can’t be serious,” I said. “This isn’t Harry Potter, Patrice. Or an urban fantasy story written by a depressed alcoholic wanting to become an author. There’s no such thing as magic.”

“I thought you wanted the truth, Jordan.”

My lower jaw ached from how hard I clenched it as I pushed my frustrations and fears down.

I needed to get out of here. Find Mike. And go back home to where life made sense.

Something terrible had happened during the séance. This I knew with absolute certainty. But everything else Patrice had told me? They had to be lies. Even if they weren’t very good.

Everything sounded too fantastical. Too out of the norm.

Was this to be my punishment? For letting Mike convince me to partake in another of his harebrained schemes? I buried my head in my hands.

“Someone once told me, Jordie dear, that any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic. When it came to the ancients, the knowledge they had of the world and the universe beyond it exceeded our own. Just because you don’t understand it, doesn’t mean it’s impossible.”

I looked over at her. Was she really trying sell me on this nonsense again? “So I’m meant to believe Copernicus just waved his hands and said a few silly words to stop the creature?”

“Of course not,” said Patrice, frustration lacing her voice. “He used Words of Power.”

“And what’s that supposed to mean?” The retort sprung to my lips before I could think better of it.

“It means you can keep going on with your life with nary a thought in your head once you’ve recovered,” snapped Patrice. “It means the creature has been successfully subdued, if not quite banished.”

“What about Mike?”

“What about him?”

In her response, I felt a sudden chill go down my spine. “We have plans to bring him back, right? After all, a person doesn’t just vanish into thin air, right?”

“Afraid it’s out of my hands,” Patrice answered primly. She reached for her knitting. “Copernicus was crystal clear when he ordered us to forget the events of the séance. He warned us not to speak of it with anyone. Madam Xanthe was also ordered to leave the house to be condemned. Lest we accidentally let loose the creature.”

“And you listened?” I all but screeched. The urge to throw something – anything – was all consuming.

None of this was real. None of it could be real.

“What would you have done then, Jordie?”

With what strength I had, I managed to push myself from the bed and into an upright position. Anger was a much better motivator than I’d given it credit for. I opened my mouth, ready to shout.

Before I could, Patrice was at my side, fluffing up the pillows so they could prop me up better. I tried to wave her away but she was just as stubborn as I was. Probably even more so.

It deflated what energy I had.

A sullen silence descended over us.

“Mike is still out there,” I finally said after several minutes.

“Jordie, I don’t think—”

“If he’s dead, where’s the body? No. Something must have happened. He must have slipped through this portal you talked about. So, all we need to do is open it up again. Send the creature through. And Mike will be returned.”

Patrice looked ready to argue. She opened her mouth, retort on her tongue. I could see it in her eyes. But she closed her mouth and shook her head. “I can tell you’re a stubborn lad.” She let out a sigh. “Fine. We do it your way.”

Veil Between (Part 1)

It is with great sadness I interrupt my five week streak of posts related to video games by providing a segment of the short story I completed just before the end of 2025. While I have finished another video game (Stellar Blade), I have not the capacity to write up a scathing impression of it as yet (given I’ve fallen ill and I did not want to inundate you, my dear reader, with yet more chatter of video games). Still, there is much to be said of it – much of it relevant to our current climes.

Speaking of which, at time of writing, it is but the middle of January and yet so much has already happened in 2026. Not much of it good. Yet the world turns and every day fades into the next.

There are times where I feel so powerless. I have neither wealth nor a huge platform to decry the heinous acts being committed. Worst of all, I have no private military do I command to cleanse the world anew. Or, perhaps, a little black notebook to insert names I find egregious in their abuse of power.

So I sit and contemplate the legacy of humanity and whether it has all been for naught.

But my blog, of course, is not meant to be a philosophical dissection of the human condition. Rather, it’s a place I like to think I’ve carved out in the internet to showcase the things I enjoy (and perhaps bring a modicum of joy to the lucky person who stumbles upon it – be it on Tumblr or on WordPress). So, without further ado, a snippet of my recent short story (which has already been published on Fictionpress and Wattpad) to keep you amused during these troubling times:


New Orleans. French Quarter. Bourbon Street.

In the light of day, the creole townhouses, with their steeply pitched roofs and stucco exterior, were a sight to behold. To my left they served as a front to various shops targeted for tourists. I’d already picked up a fleur-de-lis magnet as a commemorative souvenir.

On my right were a number of restaurants and bars. Already, some were beginning to open, offering curious onlookers a place to try the latest libations or to have their first taste of a Cajun delicacy. The thought, however, reminded me of how I’d spent most of the night before perched over a porcelain throne. My boyfriend had peered through the crack between the door and the wall with open concern. A first for Mike. Given his usual nonchalant attitude to most things in life.

Rude, I know. But having been with him for as long as I have, I feel like I have the right.

Still, how to best describe Mike?

The two of us had met in college during a chance encounter at a frat party hosted by his friend, Sammy. I’d wanted to push the boundaries of my comfort zone. But more than that, the thought of staying in my dormitory with a less than attentive roommate addicted to video games hadn’t appealed much to my sensibilities.

This was, after all, my chance to be more than the studious nerd I’d been in middle and high school. Of putting myself out there.

Mike, the life of the party, immediately caught my eye. And he, being the confident extrovert he was, had decided it was his duty ease me into life on campus. Things spiralled from the first red solo cup I had. Before I knew it, the two of us were making out on a bed.

The rest, as they say, was history.

 Seven years on and we were in the birthplace of jazz. It had been Mike’s idea to come visit New Orleans for Mardi Gras. Having never been, but also wishing to indulge my curiosity, I’d readily agreed. After all, there was just so much culture in one small southern state.

And if anyone were to say otherwise, they’d be lying.

Yes, it’s true. The two of us did struggle a little with making our relationship work. We were from two completely different worlds. He was a student of the hedonistic arts, after all. Whereas I, on the other hand, was a student of history. Somehow, though, we managed to find common ground. Namely in the appreciation of nude Grecian statues.

“Jordan! There you are! Should have known you’d end up people watching again.” Mike’s loud voice rang out across the quiet, pulling me out of my reverie. I lowered my disposable Starbucks cup of coffee and offered him a strained smile.

“Mike.”

“Listen, I know it wasn’t the best look to head out before you were even awake but there’s something I’ve always wanted to do. And last night, something came up on my Insta feed. So, of course, I DM’d the organiser. Next thing I know, I was in an empty parking lot at five in the morning.”

I squeezed the sides of my temple. “Was it drugs?”

“What? No,” exclaimed Mike. “Why would you think that? Actually, never mind. Don’t answer that.” He clapped a hand on my shoulder and pulled something from the back pocket of his designer black jeans, flashing me what looked to be a woefully crumpled handcrafted invitation. “Look. We’ve now got a bonafide ticket for an actual séance! With ghosts and maybe a Ouija board thrown in.”

“You can’t be serious, Mike.”

“Oh, come on, Jordan. Are you telling me you’ve never once sat around with a few friends and tried out a Ouija board?”

I stared Mike dead in the eye. Something not too difficult to do given there was only an inch or two difference between us.

Michael Davis Hillier was a tall wiry man with a mop of unruly dark brown hair that somehow looked styled even though it wasn’t. A loose strand trailed down towards his jawline, accentuating his sun-kissed south European skin. He was wearing a fitted rainbow button-down shirt and a blue scarf thrown stylishly over one shoulder.

Mike, as always, oozed confidence.

In contrast, I had a more solid build than my boyfriend and was developing something of a stomach. Much to my chagrin. My style, to Mike’s displeasure, veered more towards comfort. I was wearing an open red plait shirt with a white tee beneath, denim shorts and a pair of loafers. My shoulder length hair was tightly braided and pulled back with a tie.

“Do I look like a teenage girl in a horror movie? I’m not fucking out of my mind. You don’t mess with that shit,” I said. “It’s bad juju.”

Mike let out a laugh, clapping a hand on my shoulder to steady himself. “Oh, come on. You’re not saying the rising star of the anthropology department believes in superstitions, do you?” When I did not respond, he pressed on. “Fine. I’ll make you a deal. If anything bad happens, we can go to the cathedral in Jackson Square. Maybe find a priest who can pray the bad juju away. How’s that sound? I mean, it’s not like it helped with the gay, but it might work this time round.”

“I hate you.”

“No,” said Mike, leaning in close. “You hate that you love me.”

I hummed under my breath, allowing myself to be pulled in. “Maybe.”

A grin broke across Mike’s lips. He closed the space between us and kissed me. Slow and deep. I couldn’t help but kiss him back with the same amount of verve, lost in the sensation.

Despite all the fights, Mike and I always came back to each other.

He pulled away first. “So, 9 PM? I’ll text you the details later,” he said, breath ghosting over my own.

“Do I really have to?”

“It’ll be fine, Jordan,” said Mike. “Why not, you know, just live a little. For me? Please?”

I looked up into his stormy grey eyes that changed to suit the weather. They were such a contrast to my own dark brown ones.

“Fine,” I conceded. “But only because you were polite. And also because I want to feel morally superior when, after everything is said and done, absolutely nothing happens and you get proven wrong for the umpteenth time. Like, come on, Mike. A séance? Ghosts? When do we think we’re living in? The late 1800s?”

“Funny you should mention that. One of your favourite authors was an ardent supporter of everything mystical. Including fairies.”

“You’re lying. Who?”

Mike danced away from me. It was only then I realised he’d taken my disposable Starbucks cup and finishing off the last dredges of my coffee. He made a show of it. Because, of course, he did.

“That’s my little secret.” He turned to leave, vanishing into the ever-growing crowds on Bourbon Street before I had the chance to chase after him. The last I saw of Mike were the flash of his fingers as he cheekily saluted his goodbye.

No doubt he was already trying to figure out how to hit the most bars before the event tonight. The real question was whether or not he’d have sobered up enough before the séance.

A thought I shoved to the back of my mind. It wasn’t my responsibility to keep one eye on him. I had my own plans. None of which included playing nursemaid to an irresponsible manchild. With a heavy sigh, I decamped from my quiet spot at the corner of a hotel and headed further down towards the Mississippi river.

My walking tour was scheduled to start in thirty minutes.

~

It was five minutes to nine when I arrived outside the intimidating colonial style house painted all in white. I double-checked the address Mike had sent me after I’d reminded him thirteen minutes after seven I still didn’t know where I was meant to go for the séance.

The house sat on the outskirts of the French Quarter, facing the river. Simple ionic columns adorned the front porch, framing the door painted a dark blue. Panelled windows, their shutters open, stared over a neatly trimmed symmetrical front yard with its waist high hedges. Two stone benches sat underneath.

The British colonial style was a symbol of a time long past where my ancestors were slaves working plantations. Much had changed since then but the chains of oppression could still be felt even in the present day. Prejudices, in spite of the distance, still had a way of hanging around. Perhaps that was the reason why I climbed the stairs with trepidation before knocking on the door.

A young girl, dressed in a white shirt, black vest and tie, opened the thick oak on my third knock. She held a clipboard in one hand. “Are you here to attend Madam Xanthe’s Miraculous Spectacle?” she asked, her voice heavy with scepticism as she eyed me up and down.

“Yes. Should be under Jordan. If not, it might be under Michael Hillier.”

The girl consulted her clipboard, her finger trailing down until it landed near the bottom. She pursed her lips. “Yes. I see it now.” She stepped to the side. “The others are waiting in the foyer. Madam Xanthe’s Miraculous Spectacle will begin within the next twenty minutes.”

“Thank you,” I said. “Oh, and before I let you go, can you tell me if Mike has arrived yet?”

Instead of answering, the girl stared up at me balefully. It was clear she wasn’t keen to be here. She motioned once more for me to enter.

The body language was clear.

“Guess not,” I muttered under my breath as I stepped through the threshold and past the girl.

God. What had Mike got us mixed in this time?

Inside the tastefully decorated foyer, with its checkerboard marble flooring sat two people. One was an older gentleman dressed in a tan three-piece suit. His salt-and-pepper hair carefully pushed back in an artfully messy style. Leaning over the low coffee table, he was shuffling a deck of cards. Occasionally, he would pull one out, stare at it with a frown before returning it to the pack before repeating the procedure once more.

Closer to the entrance, ensconced in an armchair, was a younger woman who appeared to be in her early 40s. She was dressed conservatively in a long skirt and a blouse with a large round frill buttoned all the way to the top. Her hair was a shock of white though a streak of dirty blonde snaked through. It was an odd choice but who was I to judge?

A large bag sat next to her where a thread of purple yarn led up to whatever knitting project she had in her hands. From my angle near the door, it looked to be a scarf of some sort. Or maybe it was a blanket. It certainly had the width for it.

She looked up as I approached, setting her knitting to one side. “You’re not a familiar face.” The strong Scottish brogue took me by surprise.

“Jordan,” I said, stretching out a hand.

“Patrice,” she answered, giving my hand a shake. “No offence, but you don’t look the type.”

I cocked my head to the side, puzzled. “The type to what?”

Patrice gestured to the foyer. “All this. Psychics and mediums. Too much of a head on your shoulders, you.”

“And you’d be right,” I answered with a heavy sigh as I took the armchair opposite her. “All this was my boyfriend’s idea. He’s always been more interested in these kinds of things. I’d have preferred staying in a hotel room watching a documentary.”

“Maybe he wants you to experience more of the world beyond the ivory tower.”

“Maybe. But—”

I was pulled up short by the entrance of Mike. He had changed into a flamboyant glittering silver shirt that revealed his smooth chest. Skintight slacks replaced his jeans. The dress shoes, he kept, though they’d been recently polished.

Mike scanned the foyer, lavishing in the attention as all heads turned to face him, before his gaze settled on me. “Jordan! There you are! Was afraid you’d have tried to escape or called in sick last minute.” He came up to me and enveloped me in a warm embrace. The stench of alcohol was heavy despite the cologne he’d sprayed.

I forced a smile to my lips. “Wouldn’t want to miss this for the world.”

“Before you tell me off again, I want you to know that Madam Xanthe is the real deal. No parlour tricks here.”

“You’re very confident,” I said. “How can you be so sure?”

Before Mike could answer, the elderly gentleman cut in. “Stories from previous clients. Reviews. Even live footage.” He turned to Mike. “It’s…Hillier, correct? It’s a pleasure to finally meet you in person. I’m Copernicus.”

Surprise, recognition and then awe flashed across Mike’s face. He took Copernicus’ hand. “Hillier is my father. You can call me Mike. The pleasure, though, is all mine. I know we spoke of attending a séance together but I didn’t think you’d be here. Foolish, of me. Of course you’d attend in person. A chance to see across the veil? This is what we’ve dreamt about for years.”

“It is indeed. Though, had you not brought Madam Xanthe to my attention, we would not be meeting here like this.”

“And are you the client? The one seeking to commune with—”

Copernicus shook his head. “No. It seems our main guest of honour has yet to arrive.”

I watched the two of them banter, feeling out of my depth. It was like the two of them were speaking another language as they descended into conversation about something the two of them were both enraptured by.

In fact, I’d never seen Mike look so animated before. There was a feverish glint in his eye and a wide smile on his lips.

“—and this is my partner, Jordan.”

I blinked owlishly at the gloved hand proffered in my direction. “Hillier—no. Mike. He spoke of you often in our discussions,” said Copernicus. He nodded towards Mike. “You’re lucky to be with such an enterprising individual in the field of mediums and spirituality.”

Was it me or did Mike actually blush? I’d never seen him preen under someone else’s praise before. The sight made my stomach churn with something ugly I refused to acknowledge. He had never once looked at me like he did Copernicus.

With effort, I forced myself to smile as I shook the older gentleman’s hand.

“Copernicus, here, is one of the leading specialists in all things supernatural,” said Mike. “The two of us met in an online forum.”

I nodded my head. “And, um, is Copernicus your real name?”

“Well, he’s no Renaissance scholar,” admitted Mike. “Let’s just say ‘Copernicus’ is,” he snapped his fingers, trying to jog his thoughts, “an alias.”

“I see.” Silence rushed in to fill the gap. “And what’s yours? The penname you use, that is.”

Mike grinned at me in the way I knew meant trouble. “Doyle. But in the end, it was easier to use my real name.”

Of course.

He could never resist yet another dig at my expense. The very fact he chose Doyle was a means at getting back at me for whatever slight he thought I’d caused him.

“Oh, how delightful,” piped up Patrice. “Are we all part of the Peering into the Supernatural forum?  I did think you looked awfully familiar, Doyle. Or do you prefer Mike?”

“It doesn’t really matter. Mike’s probably easier,” he replied. Then, almost as if it was an afterthought, he added, “Well, if you’re familiar with us then you have to be Boudicca. Although, I must say, you look a lot younger than the display picture you used.”

Patrice seemed delighted by the compliment. “It’s the make-up, sweetie. Takes off thirty years if you know how to apply it.”

“You don’t say?”

Before the two could continue, the girl who had greeted me at the door, stepped through. She did not look up from her clipboard. “Madam Xanthe’s Miraculous Spectacle is about to begin. Please follow me.” Without checking to see if we would obey her imperious command, the girl turned on her heel and marched through the door.

After exchanging a glance with all those in attendance, we scrambled after her; the sound of her heels on the marble floor the only indicator we were heading in the right direction.

The room she led us to was a dimly lit fire hazard. Hundreds upon hundreds of candles were strewn haphazardly in the small claustrophobic chamber. Some were held aloft in tall golden candelabras. Others had been placed in strategic positions around the room. All were different stages of their life. The dripping wax a sight to behold in and of itself.

But what upset me even more were how the room was decorated. The upholstery of the room could only be described as 1920s chic with its lavish and extravagant style. Heavy drapes covered the windows, blocking out even the electric light in the street outside. Ancient relics, kept safe in class cases, were tucked neatly to the side underneath various portraits of people long dead.

In the middle of the room sat a round table. Affixed to the centre was a Ouija board. Next to it was a crystal ball and a set of tarot cards in a nine-card spread. None of which had yet been flipped over.

Framed between two sticks of incense sat a dowdy woman wearing a dress my mother would have turned into curtains at the first chance. She had paired it with a gaudy gold belt around her waist. Her long curly brown hair was held back by a bejewelled head scarf.

Seated opposite her was a mousy woman dressed in a grey pencil skirt and a neat white blouse. She looked up as we entered. Her eyes narrowed. “I thought this was supposed to be a private session.”

“Crossing the veil is no easy feat. Assistance is always needed.”

The woman stood up. “I came to you in confidence. Not to be the butt of an elaborate prank.” She made towards the entrance foyer.

Madam Xanthe waved at the chair. “Adelaide—”

“It’s Adeline.”

“My apologies,” said Madam Xanthe. She gestured once more to the chair. “Adeline, please. Sit. I know the recent loss of your father has left you raw and that you seek answers. This séance, powered by those present, is your best hope.”

The words gave the woman – Adeline – pause. She worried the bottom lip with her teeth before letting out a breath and returning to her chair. “Fine.”

“Excellent.” The smile on Madam Xanthe’s face did not reach her eyes. She turned her attention to the girl. “Magdalene. Fetch the purified salt. I shall begin with the protection circles.”

Magdalene nodded, a less than enthusiastic expression on her face and vanished around the corner.

With her out of the room, Madam Xanthe motioned to the rest of us to sit down. After exchanging a glance with Mike, I took a seat to his left. Patrice plonked her knitting project next to the chair beside mine before bending over to talk to Adeline.

“It may not be my place to say this but time heals all wounds. You’ll get through this.”

Adeline offered the Scottish woman a wan smile but said nothing in return. She crossed her arms and turned to Madam Xanthe, as if waiting for the show to begin.

 Like the fraud she was, Madam Xanthe made a show of her preparations. She muttered under her breath as she cast the purified salt in a circle, making sure to keep us all sequestered. Then she gazed into the crystal ball on her desk, humming in assent, seemingly pleased by what she saw.

If I were to be honest, she was sloppier than I expected.

But there was little I could do. After all, I’d made a promise to Mike. And true to my word, I was to see it through. Despite my misgivings.

Once everything was ready, Madam Xanthe instructed us all to hold each other’s hands. Mike’s hand was warm and clammy. A surefire sign he was nervous. In contrast, Patrice was dry as a bone. When I managed to crane my head over to take a peek at her, she seemed to be vibrating with excitement.

At least one of us was having fun.

“The spirits are capricious,” said Madam Xanthe, drawing our attention back to her. “They can be malevolent or helpful. Tonight, we reach across the veil and beseech their aid to call upon the ghost of Gerald William Faversham.”

“Is there anything we need to keep in mind?” asked Mike.

“Yes. Please keep hold of the hands of your neighbours as we begin the chant. And carefully enunciate as you repeat after me. It is imperative you say the words exactly as I do or else it won’t work.”

Copernicus raised a white eyebrow. “Who knew the spirits would be so exacting.”

“They aren’t,” answered Madam Xanthe with a tight smile. “I do all this to increase our chances of a positive outcome. You will appreciate that mediumship is not…a science. Nor is it replicable. What might work in one situation might not in another.”

“How terribly frustrating.”

Madam Xanthe inclined her head towards Patrice. “Still, I’ve come to find certain things help. And in this instance, I hope to use my ability to ease Adeline of the pain she carries within.” She looked around at each of us around the table. “Now, if there are no further questions, let us begin. Magdalene, please close the door and ensure we are not interrupted.”

The Whispering Stars (Part 5 + Epilogue)

All good things must come to an end. And so it is with my short story. That said, I did share this with a family friend and she loved it. She also encouraged me to maybe see about turning this into a series of short stories and having it published (but also using it as an interconnected world). Not going to lie, I did think about it. There’s so much more I can do with the surviving characters in this.

Of course, I doubt I’ll keep the narrative in Strommouth.

I’m thinking…

New Orleans. A seance. Chaos. Mayhem!

And maybe a parallel universe or two?

As my thoughts percolate, though, here’s the last part of The Whispering Stars. I hope you, dear reader, enjoy!


Though it was the height of summer, a persistent drizzle remained hanging over Strommouth. In spite of it, the mercury climbed as the heatwave rolled through. The days saw me standing in front of the empty fridge in naught but my birthday suit, conjuring up more and more fantastical ways to cool down. While the nights had me tossing and turning, unable to find comfort even in sleep.

Always, the voices droned. Loud in my ears.

It was unbearable.

Frustrated with yet another restless night, I quietly slipped out of bed in only my thin nightgown, put on my pink slippers and hobbled to the front door, leaving my cane behind. I opened the door, hoping for a cool breeze off the sea. But the air remained stagnant. Muggy.

I took a step out. Felt the droplets on my skin.

And wondered for the first time in a long time how things had gone so disastrously wrong in our little village.

The loneliness that struck me then was sharp. Had it truly been two years without Greg’s arms holding me? His rough voice soothing me after a nightmare? Or even his laugh ringing in the room when he watched something on the idiot box?

Closing my eyes, I tried to conjure up his face. Yet the only thing I could picture were his yellow parka and silly green wellies.

‘Patrice.’ The voice was so faint, I’d almost thought it a trick of my mind. Then it came again. Calling me.

Before I could think better of it, I followed. It was as if something was tugging me along. Like a chain had been hooked to something inside my chest.

It led me down through the small side streets of Strommouth, bypassing the main road.

Though the hour was late, others had emerged from their homes, faces turned upwards and a blank look in their eyes. Almost all of them members of the Sons of Deimos.

 A cold shiver went down my spine at the sight. There was nothing natural about it.

Something had a hold on the people. Had a hold on me.

I tried to stop.

But my body would not listen.

It was like I was a prisoner inside a weathered husk. Powerless to do anything but bear witness to the events playing out before me.

Was this how the others had vanished? Inextricably called to their doom by a mysterious voice none else could hear?

Desperate, I even beseeched God to strike me down. But my prayers seemed only to land on deaf ears.

That is until I felt hands clamp down hard on my shoulders, pulling me to a stop.

The faces before me were unfamiliar. One of the three was a big man with skin almost as black as sin. His long rope-like strands of hair, tipped with white, had been pulled back. It was at odds with the tweed suit he wore. If it had been Halloween, I might have mistaken him for dressing up as a certain archaeological professor.

To his right was a young woman with short brown hair, perfectly coiffed. She wore heavy thick glasses and an outfit my mother would have called vintage. Despite the late hour, her cheeks had a light dusting of powder on her cheeks and her lips had been freshly rouged red. As if she had thought Strommouth was the Ibiza of the United Kingdom and not the dying fishing town in the arse-end of nowhere (of course, no one in their rightful mind would have gone for such a strumpet. Except maybe Stevenson. But he was dead).

The last member of their motley party was a mousy looking man. He had a thin pencil moustache that matched the way he slicked his hair back. Unlike the others, he wore a waterproof windbreaker, tan slacks and hiking boots. The only sensible attire when it came to our small corner of the world. And not like he had stepped out of some strange noir novel.

All three spoke with a terribly garish American twang. One I had a hard time understanding let alone answering as I was inextricably pulled down the street.

None of them followed. They were too busy trying to figure out what was wrong with the others. Not knowing of the siren call holding us in its grip.

From the sealed pavement and cobblestones of the town centre, I was soon trying to navigate loose pebbles and sand. The fact I did not roll my ankle was a feat in and of itself as I navigated the beach in the dark. For the fiftieth time, trapped in a body I could no longer control, I wished I’d had the foresight to change from slippers to actual sensible walking shoes.

‘Patrice.’

The voice came again. Much more insistent than it had been before. Overriding the whispers that had haunted me day and night.

I followed its call, stumbling over towards the sheer cliffs.

Had it not been for whatever otherworldly forces guiding me, I would have missed the narrow entrance. Especially with the rain and the high waves threatening to crash around me and pull me into the wild sea.

There was a singular moment, as I’d clambered across the slippery rocks, when I thought I saw my death fast approaching. I’d tripped, slippers flying, before regaining my balance though the muscles in my left leg protested and my knees threatened to give out.

Despite it all, I was able to squeeze my way through the side of the cliff face and into the cave just before the roaring waves came crashing down. As I did so, though, I knocked into something lying on the ground; big toe screaming in protest. It clanked, loudly, against the rock before coming to rest not too far from me. When I finally found it in the dark, it felt like something almost cylindrical in shape though there seemed to be sharp ends at each end. One end was flat while the other had a handle.

I took whatever it was with me. There was no telling what I might encounter further ahead. Besides, it seemed heavy enough that I could use it as a possible bludgeoning weapon. Always a necessary tool when something beyond mortal comprehension was drawing you into a dark cavern.

For several minutes, I bumbled around until, foot snagging on the ground, I found a small opening. Peering through the gloom, I made out what looked like a blue flame dancing at the end. Drawing me ever onward.

‘Help me,’ it seemed to say. ‘Please.’

Was it me or did it sound oddly like Greg?

I quickly dismissed the thought. It was impossible. Greg was dead. He had been for almost two years now.

And yet…

With stumbling, wobbling steps, I pressed on. As I reached the end of the tunnel, the flame seemed to leap towards me. I flailed. Trying to get out of its way. With great embarrassment, I fell onto my arse and dropped what I’d been holding.

The flame settled into the heavy clunky lantern. One I was finally only able to make out in the light. It was not unlike the one that had featured in my dreams.

For several minutes, I stared at it.

I had heard of these things. Will-o’-the-wisps. And, in my foolishness, I had chosen to follow instead of running in the opposite direction (not that I could’ve. Even if I had, there was no telling I would have been safe. I’d followed a disembodied voice into a cavern, for God’s sake. Death was sure to follow – though I’m getting a little ahead of myself).

When it proved to be no threat, I shakily got to my feet. The flame remained within the lantern, shedding its eerily glow. As if it waiting for something.

Ever so hesitantly, I reached out and picked up the lantern. As I did so, more flames flickered to life to the left of my vision. It was only then that I realised the caves went deeper.

Worse, that I was meant to follow.

Mustering what little courage I still had, and knowing I could not afford to turn back, I straightened my spine and headed deeper into the unknown.

After what felt like hours of mindless meandering, the tunnel opened up into a massive cavern. Stalactites, sharp and toothlike, clung to the ceiling. Matched only by their mighty siblings growing from the ground. Red candles, all of differing lengths, led up a shallow incline. At the top sat a ritualistic altar of some kind.

Scattered on the ground next to it were half decayed bodies.

Who they belonged to, I could not say.

My attention, instead, was fixated on the figure standing next to them. Their hunched back was turned to me, making it hard to discern their identity. In the light of the lantern, all I could make out was dishevelled hair, matted with grime.

Without warning, they lurched backwards, seemingly groaning in pain. They whirled in a mad stumble. One hand reached out to me. The other covering their face. And a third flailed wildly.

‘Keep away! Don’t look at me!’

That voice. Where had I heard it before?

Before I could even parse the anomaly of whatever thing was before me, a log of an arm swept towards me, flinging me against the slimy walls of the cavern. I hit with a sickening thud; air rushing out of my lungs

For several minutes, I lay on the ground. Dazed. The pain I should be feeling just out of reach. Closeted perhaps in a separate part of my brain. Though I knew it would be excruciating when it finally managed to batter past whatever defences my mind had thrown up.

The lantern lay beside me. Broken as well. Next to it hovered the strange blue flame that had accompanied me thus far.

Ever so slowly, I regained my senses. As I did so, I raised my head.

Up ahead, the monstrosity was muttering to itself. Though he kept his voice low, it carried in the cavern.

‘Oh God, oh God, oh God. That was Patrice. I don’t want to hurt her. Stop making me hurt the people I care about. Just—shut up! No. You don’t understand. This is not me. I don’t want this. I never have.’

Before I could scramble away and out of sight, the creature turned.

And in the glow of the blue flame, I caught a glimpse of his face.

Nicholas.

Except where once he had been the perfect picture of a handsome young lad, he now sported pustulant sores along the left side of his neck and chin. A fresh new scar, too, adorned the brow of his bulging right eye.

Noticing my gaze, he tried to turn away. As he did so, his whole body seemed to ripple. Like something lived beneath the surface of his skin and was ready to burst out.

The image of the alien ripping its way out of a man’s chest – a scene from my favourite film – flashed through my mind. Greg and I had watched it when it first released in cinemas.

Another happy memory turned sour.

I should have known from the start Nicholas was more than he appeared to be. He had always been a little too perfect.

Too handsome. Too nice.

‘You should not be here, Patrice,’ said Nicholas, two hands covering his face so only his eyes could be glimpsed, voice strained. ‘Why did you come? And how did you find me? No. Don’t answer. They sent you here, didn’t they?’

At first, I was confused. Who was this ‘they’ Nicholas mentioned?

‘Got to you as well, didn’t they? Do you hear them even now? How they whisper?’

It was only then that I realised the chanting I’d known for weeks on end had finally gone silent. No longer was my body acting of its own accord, held spellbound by whatever unnatural forces that had possessed it earlier.

I was free.

‘Nicholas, what’s going on? What has happened to our village?’

‘Isn’t it obvious?’ replied Nicholas, his tone wry and sardonic. ‘Agnes had the right of it. By the end. The only way to escape is through death.’

‘I don’t understand,’ I said, shaking my head. ‘What are you talking about?’

‘You need,’ he started, looking me directly in the eye, ‘to kill me.’

For a moment or two, I blinked dumbly at Nicholas, mouth hanging open. ‘What?’

Nicholas motioned to the altar. ‘There’s a knife. Thrice blessed and forged from the life of innocents. You need to use it—’ With a pained groan, Nicholas doubled over. ‘Hurry!’

I did not need to be stopped twice. Despite the pain in my joints and, presumably, internal bleeding from the battering I’d just suffered, I scrambled to my feet. With hurried steps, I staggered towards the altar. As I reached it, I glanced over at the unassuming man I’d known.

With a terrifying howl, sharp spines erupted from Nicholas’s back, splitting skin. Then, before I could blink, a long prehensile tail burst forth. It whipped around wildly, knocking aside some of the lit candles beside him.

My hands closed around a leather-bound book before finding purchase on the cloth-wrapped grip of a blade of what appeared to be black steel.

But though I now had a weapon in hand, I did not feel reassured. What could I really do against a hulking ten-foot monstrosity? Yet, if not me, then who?  

Strommouth was already in dire straits.

If I did not put a stop to this madness, I was as good as dead.

Girding myself as best I could, I tightened my grip on the dagger. I could do this.

No. I had to do this.

Whispering a prayer to God, I held the blade out in front of me and then rushed forward. My intention was to strike him from behind, probably somewhere between his second and third spine. It was my attempt at mercy.

He had wished for death. Right? I was doing him a favour.

To my dismay, he turned at the last minute.

Still, the blade sank deep – inches away from where his heart should have been. Nicholas roared. No longer did he sound like himself. It was animalistic. Raw.

His new tail came out from nowhere and swept me off my feet even as he pawed at the dagger. Failing to find purchase on the hilt, he whirled to me, his eyes shining a reptilian like yellow.

He came towards me. And in his approach, I could feel a malevolent otherworldly presence.

I closed my eyes as he raised a hand, readying myself for the end.

Seconds passed. Then a minute.

Yet the end did not come.

When I finally felt brave enough, I opened my eyes again to see Nicholas seemingly wrestling with himself. He glanced my way, expression softening. ‘Make sure to burn my body, Patrice. The book too. Make sure…it never sees the light of day,’ he said through gritted teeth.

Before I could think or react, Nicholas ripped the blade from his body and pierced it again. Right where his heart was. A purplish glow seemed to emanate from where he had pierced himself. It grew to envelop him with each deadly pulse. The energy built until finally, with a terrifying earth-splitting scream, Nicholas exploded.

Purple beams struck the walls of the cavern. Try as I might, I was not fast enough to escape. One stray beam struck me in my bad leg.

Pain, unlike anything I’d ever felt, raced through my entire body. It consumed my every thought before it all went dark.

~

I woke to the soft glow of the dancing blue flames of the will-o’-the-wisps and the return of the whispers. They floated around the body of Nicholas. Or, whatever Nicholas had become.

To my amazement, one by one, they gently brushed Nicholas’s body. Within seconds, he was alight. After determining I was none the worse for wear, I dragged myself to my feet and once more stumped up to the altar where I’d last seen a book. It was this I assumed Nicholas meant.

Necronomicon read the title.

I picked it up and walked back to Nicholas. As the scent of burning flesh reached my nose, I tossed the book into the inferno. The pages quickly aflame.

As they did, the whispers rose into a piercing screech. It continued like this for several minutes before the voices quieted down to a dull angry hiss. One plan had been foiled but there would always be another.

How I knew this, I could not say.

But, for now, Strommouth was free of the nightmare that had held it in its grip for nigh on three years.

My first step out into the clean open air, the noon sun beating down on my face, brought with it a sense of relief. As if something heavy had finally been lifted from atop my chest.

I could finally breathe.

No. Strommouth could finally breathe.

It may not have come away from it unscathed, but the village I had called home was still standing tall. The people were strong. In time, we would rebuild.

As I looked up at the blue sky, hope filling my heart, the whispers came again.

Enjoy this while it lasts, they seemed to say. We will be waiting.

The Whispering Stars (Part 4)

I have returned (not that many of you who may read this blog would know since I schedule my posts in advance)! So, dear reader, it won’t be long until you will be bombarded with semi-daily blog posts with my adventure overseas. Or maybe I’ll just spread it out per my usual weekly schedule. Who knows.

It’s not as if I had anything interesting to write about each day. Why, you may ask? Well, because it was primarily a visit to see distant relatives in China.

That said, I did get to enjoy quite a few sights and sounds while overseas. So, be prepared for some insights of what it’s like to travel abroad.

Anyways, hope you’ve been enjoying my short story. Here is Part 4!


It started quiet.

Like the gurgling of a babbling brook or the susurrations of the wind. At first, I ignored it. There were other things on my mind, after all.

But it grew louder and louder with each passing day.

At first, I thought it might have been Hindu. Or Indian. Or whatever it was Mrs Singh spoke. There was something guttural and throat-heavy in the intonations. Then I thought it was a bastardised version of German based on the sounds of consonants I was able to make out.

Yet even that did not seem right. Even as the voices began to become all-consuming, taking hold of my every thought.

They were like a Gregorian choir, chanting away in the background. One I could not shake though I’d turned BBC Four to its maximum volume without it bursting my eardrums.

I would even catch myself muttering the words under my breath on the odd occasion though I did not know their meaning.

It was everywhere.

Echoing in the beat of my heart. Seeping into my very soul.

Until I was naught but the words.

And the words were me…

One night, I remembered slipping into bed. Exhausted and weary. Wandering if a fresh new disaster would befall those that still remained in Strommouth.

I closed my eyes for but a second. The next moment, I was standing in a dark dank cavern in my pink night gown, feet bare. Water dripped from above, splashing down into a puddle not far from me though I could see little in the gloom. As the thought crossed my mind, an old-fashioned hooded lantern appeared in my hand.

Somewhere up ahead, I could see a flicker of something and the low murmur of voices.

Curiosity won over common sense and I hobbled towards the source of whatever light I could see in the distance. Drawn, if you will, like a moth to a flame.

The stone was damp and slimy underfoot. Perhaps if I envisaged myself in some proper shoes, they would appear?

But the dream refused to comply.

With a grimace, I continued on, keeping one hand against the walls of the cavern. Both as a support and as a guide.

As with most things in dreams, the tunnel ahead seemed to go on forever. No matter how quickly I moved, I could not seem to find the source.

On and on and on and on it went. With no end in sight.

When next I blinked, I was staring up at the ceiling of my room. My body, exhausted despite a night of what should have been restful sleep. When I finally managed to roll out of bed, there was a puddle of salt water where my slippers should have been.

It should have disturbed me.

Dreams bleeding into reality.

Yet I was not afraid. The whispering voices pounding in my ears took on a consolatory tone. As if to say there was nothing to fear. That this, too, would pass. They placated me. And I took comfort in their calm guidance, instinctively trusting their infinite wisdom.

What did it matter, after all? Strommouth was falling into ruin around me.

With each passing day, townsfolk were disappearing. Shops were shuttering. And vandals were graffitiing what was left. Or breaking in and looting what little we had.

It was easier – so much easier – to live within the dreams than it was to face the madness of the world around me.

All that I knew narrowed down into the home Greg and I had built over the long decades. For, I knew, if I were to venture beyond my door, certain death would follow.

The dreams continued.

For however long, I could not say. They were always the same. I would walk the same dank cavern, looking for the source of the light I could see and the voices I could hear.

But no matter how hard I tried, it felt like I was walking in circles. Trapped in a tortuous maze with no exit in sight and almost slipping on whatever was underfoot without my cane for support.

There were a number of times I wondered what the point of it was. Or what might happen if I should fall.

Would the voices take pity on me? Or would I disrupt whatever it was the dreams were telling me?

It should have been demoralising. Yet, each night, I pressed on.

Something was calling me to continue.

The Whispering Stars (Part 3)

Rejoice, friends! For I have finished my short story (at time of writing up this post. By the time this is scheduled, it’ll have been a month and a bit). I may have sat my butt down during a day I had off, but it is finished! And I can enjoy my overseas trip without worry (or, at least, narrative worry. There is still my novel length fantasy story I want to finish but I know that would be impossible to wrap up in one and a half days).

Meanwhile, I’ve also finished reading Lessons in Chemistry by Bonnie Garmus. A choice made by the book club I was unceremoniously recruited into and then was simply informed it would be the book we would be reading without given much choice (or the option to vote).

But I do feel compelled to say, growing up, I’ve always felt strongly about being able to do whatever the heck I wanted without social and cultural norms of what is typically ‘feminine’ and ‘masculine’ getting in the way. In that sense, I do feel a strong attachment to Elizabeth Zott and how she goes about proving to the rest of the world she isn’t a ‘woman chemist’ but just ‘chemist.’

Even the current discourse within more open-minded circles seem to rigidly enforce a binary nature to activities or dress or jobs. And I, for one, am sick of it.

Just because I like to wear collared plaid shirts and jeans doesn’t make me ‘masc’ presenting. Nor the fact my hobbies include story-driven narrative video games and collecting a shit ton of Disney Lorcana cards. But I also like horses and musicals.

Am I femme then?

Also, no.

So, does this make me non-binary? Well, if it’s a label you want to place on me then go ahead. But for years, I’ve had to battle the prejudice of having a ‘boy’s name’ growing up. Or for simply liking real-time strategy games like Starcraft.

I am simply a human, born into a woman’s body (which I’ve come to terms with), and I contain multitudes. I can cook, clean, smash shuttlecocks on the badminton court, and write fantastical stories. Isn’t that enough?

Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have important hospital administration tasks to busy myself with. Two Point Hospital has truly become all-encompassing, scratching a part of my brain that I didn’t know existed.

Children, set the table. Your mother needs a moment to herself.


Months passed.

Though time continued its inexorable march, Strommouth seemed forever trapped in a bubble of drizzling gloom.

Autumn gave way to winter and then to spring. Nothing changed.

What used to be a festive time saw most people slinking back into their homes before the sun had even set. There were no colourful lights. No countdowns to a new year.

Instead, bonfires burned through the night. Effigies, too, were sacrificed to the nameless gods. All in a desperate bid for them to be saved.

It was the start of spring. I’d heard a knock at my front door. Initially, I thought it was Stevenson. He had only just left. And, as always, he had left behind both his bottle of gin, of which he’d poured a generous amount into the tea I’d offered, and his lucky hat.

Apparently, it had been a gift from his father and had been with him through thick and thin. It had, supposedly, survived many a storm. Or so Stevenson claimed. And he’d been wearing it when he landed a monster of a pike during his younger years. There had been a photo, or so Greg and I were led to believe. But while I was doubtful of his boasts, Greg had never thought to question his friend. Rather, he had shared his own wild tale of wrestling a creature from the depths in the open seas.

Men.

What can I say?

The person at my door was not Stevenson.

Kieran, looking as officious as ever, made an attempt at smiling as he lowered his fist. No doubt he was trying to ease any concerns I may have had at his presence. Instead, he looked somewhat strained and perhaps a little constipated.

I told him that he needed to relax his face or else he’d never find anyone who wanted a stick in the mud like him. Man or woman.

His smile dropped. ‘Patrice,’ he said, tone serious. ‘If you wouldn’t mind, I have a few questions to ask you.’

‘If this is about the altercation with Mrs Singh over the weekend, I still profess my innocence. How was I supposed to know chai and tea were the same thing?’ I said. ‘This was just a silly miscommunication. I’m not racist, I assure you.’

‘Patrice, you also called her a curry breath scam artist,’ said Kieran with a suffering sigh.

‘It’s not slander if it’s true.’

Kieran gently massaged the bridge of his nose. ‘While I’m sure Mrs Singh would certainly love for me to throw the book at you in terms of a hate crime Patrice, I’m not here to clap you in irons. At least, not yet.’

‘You aren’t?’

‘No. I just have some questions. If you don’t mind.’

‘Fine,’ I said, leaving the door open and hobbled to the living room where I entertained all my guests.

There was nothing special about it. The wallpaper was a tasteful rose colour with a floral pattern that ran through the centre. A battered upholstered couch sat against the far wall with an armchair seated opposite. In between was a low table. On it sat my favourite silver tray along with a teapot and two of my finest Royal Albert cups that I had yet to tidy away. Stevenson’s bottle of gin was also out for display.

Along the walls were photos of me and Greg. Happy moments, captured frozen in time.

One was of our wedding. Another, a day out at a proper beach when we visited Australia sometime in the late 90s. Bronte, I think it was called. It was a short jaunt from the famous Bondi. Although why it was named after the Bronte sisters remained a mystery.

Kieran took it all in before he sat down in the armchair and pulled out a notepad. He flipped to a page midway through and then turned to look at me expectantly.

With an irritated huff, I hobbled over to the couch and sank down into it and tried to make myself comfortable. I’d never much liked the couch. Greg and I had purchased it during a garage sale decades ago. And though I’d wanted to throw it out at the turn of the millennium, he had been very ardent about keeping it.

The things I did for my Greg…

I was pulled from my reminiscence as Kieran cleared his throat in what I could only describe as an aggressively rude manner. As if he had asked me a question multiple times and I had not answered.

Plastering a sickly-sweet smile to my lips, I cocked my heads towards him. ‘Sorry, what was that again?’

‘Bjorn,’ he said curtly. ‘When was the last time you saw him?’

‘Sunday last,’ I replied. ‘At the markets. Though I didn’t much want to linger.’

‘Did you speak to him?’

‘Not really.’

Kieran arched an eyebrow, waiting for me to elaborate. I hated how well he used silence against me.

 ‘He was recruiting for the Sons of Deimos,’ I said finally. ‘Even after everything they’d done to me and mine, he joined up with the enemy. I understand times are hard in Strommouth but this was like a slap to my face. So, no. We aren’t exactly on speaking terms.’

‘When you said “After everything they’d done to me and mine,” did you mean what happened to Greg?’ asked Kieran.

I stared Kieran in the eye without replying. Two could play this game, I thought viciously. Besides, it had been his colleague who had held me as I broke down with the picture of my dead husband clutched in my hands.

Kieran was the first to break. He fidgeted uncomfortably, glancing back down at his notebook and flipped to the next page. ‘Was there anything else that passed between the two of you?’

‘No,’ I said.

‘Are you certain, Patrice? We have testimony—’

‘Do I need to call my lawyer?’ I said, interrupting Kieran. ‘What’s going on? Why am I being interrogated as if I’ve done something terrible?’

‘I’m afraid I’m not at liberty to say,’ answered Kieran. He closed his notepad and rose to his feet. ‘Thank you for being so accommodating, Patrice. I apologise for coming at such a late hour. Another officer of the precinct may visit you in the coming days for a few follow-up questions.’

He headed towards the door.

‘Hang on a second,’ I said as I also tried to jump to my feet. I failed. The couch was like a vacuum, desperate to keep me seated, but I was undaunted. Fury lent me strength. I succeeded on my third try and grabbed my walking stick that was resting nearby, bringing it swinging down to prevent Kieran from escaping. ‘You don’t get to come barging into my home and start making aspersions against my good name, Kieran. Don’t forget, I remember when you were still a little shit running around town and causing havoc. I still have the receipts, young man. So, out with it. What’s going on?’

Kieran looked askance. He scratched at the peach fuzz on his chin. It seemed like he was trying to grow a proper beard though he hadn’t had much luck.

After a beat, he finally said, ‘We’re looking to establish a timeline. Bjorn’s gone missing, Patrice. Since the day before yesterday.’

‘And you think—’ I left the rest unsaid, one hand coming up to rest against my throat.

Bjorn was not the first to disappear. Nor would he be the last.

But unlike the others – a few tourists and those who lived on the fringes of society – his was noticeable. The two of us may not have gotten along once he joined up with the Sons of Deimos, yet even I could not deny what he had done for Strommouth.

For the community.

Days passed. Weeks. Still there was no word.

And then someone else went missing. Constance.

Daughter of the pastor, she was a local schoolteacher. A woman of few words, she kept mostly to herself. Only venturing as far as Main Street to do her shopping. Especially after the scandal several years back when she had been fraternising with another woman. Her father almost had an aneurysm when he found out.

Months later, Constance settled down with the woman. A pastry chef by the name of Lenore. They lived in a little cottage on the edge of town. Caring not for the opinions of the closeminded.

Then it was Abernathy.

Gail.

Eunice.

Sean.

By then, proper panic had seized those in Strommouth. Many debated on whether they ought to leave and start anew in some other part of the country even though they could ill afford it. I, too, flirted with the idea. Despite what I had told Nicholas all those months ago.

But I also knew I had nowhere to go. Who, in their right mind, would take in an elderly crippled woman of my tender years?

I had no other family besides those who had come before.

The life I lived; everything I’d ever known – all of it had been in Strommouth.

In the end, after much debate and weighing up what money I had, I chose to remain and face the possibility of the end with my head held high.

That was, until, Bjorn’s bodiless head washed up on the shore of a nearby pebble beach.

Stevenson stumbled upon it in the early hours of the morning. After one too many bottles of hard liquor. He described it as looking like a deflated football, once I’d managed to parse through his drunken ramblings. The skin, he said, was wan and pale. Bjorn’s eyes wide and glassy.

Besides these observations, there had also been chunks of flesh still dangling on the neck though some had been nibbled up by fish or crustaceans.

According to him, it looked like Bjorn’s head had been roughly ripped off. By what, he could not say. He had been too busy retching. Something I wholeheartedly believed from the dry stain adorning his ratty shirt.

‘We need to leave, Patrice,’ Stevenson had said. ‘Strommouth? It’s finished. There’s nothing for us here.’

‘And go where? With what money? I can’t sell the house. No one in their right mind would buy it.’

‘Listen. I have a sister in Perth. She could take us in for a couple of weeks. Until we find our feet.’

I mulled over his words, letting my imagination run wild for a few precious moments. Then, I let out a heavy sigh. ‘You say it like it’s easy. Didn’t you hear about what happened to the Blairs?’

Stevenson began to shake his head before he stopped. His eyes were wide, the whites visible. ‘It won’t be like that,’ he promised.

‘How do you know?’

He was silent for a moment, teeth worrying his bottom lip. ‘I’ll think of something.’

The next day, Stevenson was found dead. Hanged from the old oak tree overlooking the town. Officer Kieran ruled it a suicide when he came to visit me. I tried to contest it.

After all, why would a man intent on escaping Strommouth kill himself the day after making plans? I said as much to Kieran. But the constable merely shrugged his shoulders.

‘I don’t know what goes on in people’s heads, Patrice. Maybe finding Bjorn’s head spooked him. God knows Strommouth isn’t what it used to be. But we’re trying.’

He bid me goodbye and I bid him good luck.

We both knew nothing could save our town.

The attacks were random. Unpredictable. No one knew who was going to be next.

And then it all came to a head when Nicholas disappeared.